No Joke: I died and after 10 minutes with NO vitals, I was resuscitated.

OP, are you a man or a woman?

You were rebooted!

God want nothing from Man in flesh and this is why God had given his Spirits free will to play in the physical universal planes we had created from void.

And the Bible is largely distorted, and only those who are enlightened and wrought in God can read in-between false word and wisdom.

Especially those who have an ear to hear the universal string instruments and canticle lures and sometime angels singing.

And yes even to the profoundly deaf and those who had lost their hearing.

And in that day shall the deaf hear the words of the book, and out of darkness and obscurity the eyes of the blind shall see." - Isaiah 29:18 Vulgate Bible

The Bible does say that Satan can appear as an angel of light.

I believe you. If you search NDE on youtube there many, many stories from average people posting and their stories are just like yours. Maybe a gift you got was not fearing death anymore. Enjoy your family and friends!

I think the OP stated that her husband killed himself 3 years ago.
"My husband killed himself three years ago, and I was really lost."

Fascinating and wonderful! Thanks for sharing. Perhaps, you are here to make the difference in a grandchild’s life. If I hadn’t had my grandfather, I wouldn’t have made it through my late teens and early 20s. He truly played a huge part In who I ended up being. I sure miss him.

Were you on one of the newer bloodthinners? Because if you were THAT is why you bled to DEATH. There is no antidote. If you were on it you need to sue them. Hope you can do what is left to do here in this life

hhahhaha. weinie.

OP used the word "buddy" ("My buddy told me later that they'd called in more than seven people to work on me.")
I've never heard a female call their friend "buddy" before. That's why I asked.

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It’s my motto as well. While raising my kids I taught them, do the right thing especially when no one is looking

Yes, I am a woman. And a widow. Shortly after he killed himself, I posted here about the despair and depression I was experiencing, and some kind-hearted fellow widow responded with words that saved me. Her husband had killed himself soon after their marriage, and she told me, "I get it." She also said that it took "about three years" to get back to something approaching normal.

I printed out her post and put it on my mirror and read it every morning. She said that I would survive my husband's suicide and she was right.

My "death" occurred at 2-1/2 years after my husband' suicide, and it really was a reboot.

As to the other questions:

Someone asked, "What did the angels look like?" I couldn't say that there was a look, beyond being made of light and love, and that's not a look. I guess. LOL. When they talked to me, it was more than just words; their words came with an infusion of knowledge and THAT was very powerful.

After I was back, I could still feel them everywhere. Someone else said, "Maybe it's like another sense opened up, enabling you to experience them" and I'd say that's a very good analogy.

The angels (or spiritual beings) were the epitome of light and love and peace. They talked to me, they made me laugh, and they sang me the most beautiful songs you can imagine. I told them, "I'm not going to be able to remember this song" and they said, "We know. Just enjoy it now."

As a consequence of this Temporary Death Experience, everything shifted. I saw the world in a very different way.

As soon as I returned from the hospital, I started selling off my furniture and possessions. Donated everything I couldn't sell. Then I sold my shiny new car. Next, I sold my house. Everything changed. Now, I live in a rented room and drive a used Prius. I've never felt so free in my life.

Peace and light is all that matters and it's all that I want and need.

And someone else here recommended the book, "Return to Omega." Thank you so much for that recommendation. It's exactly what I need. Coming back to this place has left me a little confused. What's real is what you experience after your heart stops. This earth thing is quite a big show.

And I'm still sorting it all out.

Thanks for supportive comments. They mean the world to me. As to the unsupportive comments, one day, you'll see for yourself! :D

I won't be able to respond again until late tonight. Sorry, but I have to run!

Maybe you'll understand that those experiences are very different from each other before you 'die'. One just needs to study the myriads of detailed NDE reports to see that they all lack destinct characteristics of DMT trips (or similar psychedelics for that matter).

Also, there is no proof whatsoever that endogenous DMT even exists. It was merely postulated as a theory by the scientist who conducted the human DMT trials. Many people who read his book misinterpreted that part (read what they wanted to read) and ran with it. He later published an article specifically to clear it up, but it was already too late.

Maybe you are here to stop others from taking their own life. Maybe you are supposed to do a simple task, like smiling at a stranger, who is so depressed, they want to kill themselves. Maybe you should give talks about your experience with your husbands death, and how it impacts a family, not just the person who killed themselves. You could save many others by talking about your experience as a spouse of a person who committed suicide.
As for your death experience, you have seen what most others have not. You now know for sure that death is just the beginning of a life so wonderful it cannot be adequately described.

You are sharing your story. It might be exactly what someone needs right now.

bureaucratic snafu bra

gatekeeper spazzed out

hot chick died in car accident, just in before you

so yeah...lucky? unlucky?

time will tell

Firstly, Thank you OP so much for Sharing your Experience.

I am not aware of "Dying" but have had multiple & Similar Heavenly, Divine and Greatly Euphoric Experiences. and still to this day feel more connected to the other side of this reality. It changes your life exponentially and is as much of a curse as it is a blessing. I don't talk about it much since people think I'm making it up for telling my story yet they go to church every Sunday and claim to believe. Though I take a Christian Belief I am not convinced that the other side is truly a christian reality. that is OK as there is something truly wonderful on the other side of the veil.

I too have had Vivid, crystal clear and non verbal communication with someone or something on the other side. though I knew I was awakening and becoming aware of my new surroundings and became very excited, overjoyed and completely at peace (very euphoric) of my release from this reality, I seem to have caught my overseer off guard. I remember a concerning chuckle almost like what are you doing here your not suppose to be here now and then they gently pushed me back down into this reality communicating it's not your time yet. I vividly remember begging and pleading to be able to remain and all that was communicated was a comforting "all in due time". lol I never saw this entity/being the only thing I recall was an intense gap of white light between the two realities as though i was plugged/unplugged (detached if you may) into this one. None of this was linear it was like an instant flood of all knowing.

Something is up because I have this profound awareness that I am now in the spotlight and there are a lot of spiritual eyes on me. and they subtly are letting me know that they are there observing, guiding comforting.

When I step back from the trials and tribulations of this reality and quietly observe what has unfolded it become blatenly obvious that I am not in control of this ride and am only here as an interactive observer of this journey. sometime It seems like I get to choose or make choices and other times no matter what choice I make It seems like the choice was already pre-made no matter what I try to do and then I just relinquish and move on with the flow.

Unfortunately this Gift/Curse of awareness comes with great responsibility. And I have no idea how to wield it. Though I do share occasionally and reluctantly (due to disbelief of others). I believe that this awareness is meant to be a personal empowerment not to be necessarily shared verbatim but more of a personal graduation of ones spiritual enlightenment and may or may not be meant to be specifically shared with others. if it is meant to be it is only to be a light house for other travelers on their journey. You become the becon of light for others to follows. You become an ambassador between this reality and the spiritual. (all without a written instruction manual)


if you have an opportunity with an open your mind I recommend this read this from
another GLP thread as I believe it is all relevant and may give us a peek of who we may truly be: The enlightenment, a small book from 1982 that will BLOW YOUR MIND. No clues on the author origins. Puzzling.


Thread: The enlightenment, a small book from 1982 that will BLOW YOUR MIND. No clues on the author origins. Puzzling.



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[link to www.unicusmagazine.com]

It's a small free book called "The Enlightment" By D.Alan Holmes. Published in 1982. The book has a weird writing style and is narrate as if it happened. It's not the kind of book you read like others. The book will bring you into deep though and do a little "reality check". In this book you will learn how our reality is an illusion, and what an illusion actually is...

Thanks for your story! This is GLP, there are haters and shills, and just people who like to rain on somebody else's parade, as in all life.
You experienced what you experienced, and that is all that matters.

Thank you for sharing this and, yes, lawsuits are hell, I agree.

Thank you for posting this. Very enlightening.

In one of your past threads, you said your husband was, and I quote: "murdered at the age of 61"
Source: Thread: I'm in shock from the sudden death of my beloved husband...

Was it murder or suicide?

I'm sorry for your loss... but you have me confused.

I know this to be true. A friend's mother was an organ donor and one thing she always she did not want was to be on a ventilator. Sure enough, when it looked like she was near dying, they put her on one so they could harvest the organs.

Correct me if I'm wrong but think one part that is harvestable AFTER death are the corneas.

The reason you had to come back will present itself.

^^^This. Sometimes we overthink our purpose. Simple acts of love and kindness means the world to someone who is hurting.
God Bless You!

I would suggest finding a "Discussion Group" of folks who have had YOUR experience, or a similar one.

I have met with two other people who have experienced an NDE, or similar experience. They were left with a lot of uncertainty as well. They were permanently and radically changed persons afterward. (Who wouldn't be?)

It is impossible to describe it to anyone who has not experienced it.
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At least you're trying...that makes all the difference in the world...and to the world around you... :)

Peace

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the peace you feel over there is almost guilt-inducing. How do we deserve to feel such peace, knowing what we know and have experienced?

But it happens. Forever thankful are those who have witnessed it.

yes this needs to be explained, and also the 'gunshot'

nice research...