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Anonymous Coward User ID: 35676288 United States 07/17/2019 06:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Personally instead of killing myself I'd find the nearest god-hating LGBT/pedo/commie rally and kill as many of them as I could before the cops got me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77797825 Typical Christian psychopath. Fuck religion. I would consider a creature whom abducts children from the streets, eats them for hormones and fetish, a psychopath (I'm sure you see these type things in the news lately) Religion has nothing to do with following Christ. Trying to be as he is, as out father designed us to be, is becoming part of the holy spirit. Religion, well, that in my opinion is for the lost, lukewarm and wicked. Many break out, some do not. The righteous find the truth. An attitude such as your will keep the wall up for you not to see. Only until you let the walls down, introduce yourself, make a list of sins then promise to never commit them again will you begin to experience what the holy spirit is. Everyone who makes it experiences it in a different way. I will pray for you. You have a few demons you must shed. As for OP, congratulations, you made it! Now you are a worker for righteousness and heaven. Prayers for you indeed. Prayers of thankfulness. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69726935 Canada 07/17/2019 06:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | we are here not for our own gain but for the glory of God become joyous, spread the love wherever you go treat everyone as precious, for they are those of us who have been bent and broken can rise up stronger never forget you are precious in the eyes of God |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77410731 United States 07/17/2019 06:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Evil Insurrectionist both loves your face and applauds you failure. Quoting: Ghost in a Snowstorm Nice sculpting with the shotgun. Occasionally this happens. I can't watch videos. But after your done waiting hopelessly, as the grim reaper begins to stalk your every footstep, nd the fear of death ratchets through your spine and overwhelms your nervous system revolts, till you begin to break down into a gibbering pool of melted jelly form the Horror, of the actual death you never faced as you got put in the salvation envelope and delivered back home as per (not your request) whoever is captain of our Destiny does it. Go to hell |
ROOSTRE User ID: 76919205 United States 07/17/2019 07:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's all about grace mercy, and his love. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76313950 Jesus / religion / church are not the same I've been looking for God for a long time. So far, I haven't been able to find Him. I'm beginning to think He's not real. Can you help me? He's very real and he found me at a time in my life when I thought he didn't exist. I sold everything and decided to travel. 2 days in, the engine on my car blew and I had get rid of the little I had left. I kept a couple of sentimental items, some camping/survival gear and I started hitchhiking with my wife and dog. He provided the whole time. Whenever we in need it was provided for. We didn't even have to ask. At one point I was sitting down, my dog was out of food and I was wondering how I was going to feed him. At that moment, someone yelled out to me, waved me over, gave me $15 and said "Jesus hasn't forgotten about you". We nver had to ask for money, not once. We did ask for help eventually in the form of food from some pantries along the way and eventually ended up at an organization that gave us a hand up. They allowed us to stay at their organization for 6 weeks while we got jobs and saved for a room to rent. It certainly brought me toward belief, but my heart was still hardened by nearly a decade of Atheism. Yhwh and Yeshua Messiah never gave up on me though. We continued our lives, believing but not really walking with Messiah. One day, looking for answers, I prayed for guidance. The very next day, a coworker of mine came up to me and said "You know something is coming, don't you?". I had been feeling it getting stronger for the last few months (that feeling continues to get stronger still). The he asked if I believed in the bible. To which I replied that I wasn't sure. He told me "Oh, you'll know". And guess what? My hard head STILL didn't walk with Messiah. I tried reading the bible but it just wasn't resonating with me. I kept Yhwh in my thoughts, continued to pray and believed in his existence, but wasn't truly walking. Well, this spring, the wife and started getting the overwhelming urge to COOHMP. We had a tire on our RV that was balding fast due to suspension issues but its a discontinued size and the nearest person with one in supply was 130 miles away. It was going to be a close one, like really close. Our spare was already blown and this tire was shot. I was praying and praying for our safe passage to an excess. At one point I thought "I trust you , Lord" to which he replied very very clearly and instantly "THEN ACT LIKE IT" We made it with a tire so bare the mesh was showing. But we made it, got our tires and headed for the Ozarks. He guided us to where we needed to be and showed us what we needed to work towards with very clear signs. He even showed me a great Brother on YouTube, Bear Independent, who introduced me to The Scriptures and Messianic Judaism. Things are finally making sense. I'm reading the bible, working on my sins and really connecting with the Father and Messiah. I pray much more often and I truly feel his presence. God doesnt give up on his children. Keep searching, keep praying and you will be shown the way. With some practice, you can get really good at interpreting His signs, receiving His guidance and having faith that there is a plan, even if you can't see how things currently fit that into it. Yeshua hasn't forgotten about you. |
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Bebe User ID: 75810543 United States 07/17/2019 08:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's all about grace mercy, and his love. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76313950 Jesus / religion / church are not the same I've been looking for God for a long time. So far, I haven't been able to find Him. I'm beginning to think He's not real. Can you help me? Ask Him to show you He’s real. With the tiniest faith of a mustard seed. He’s waiting!!! Bebe |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 19126618 United States 07/17/2019 08:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | God bless you. Christ saved me as well. Thats when the real battle begins, but after being saved we do become much stronger... Thanks for sharing In this day and age, us christians need to Really do all we can to reach the CHILDREN. The next generations ! They are being brainwashed into satanism and they dont even realize it! We must reach them and teach them the true depth of the Bible /Holy Spirit/ Jesus Christ our lord and savior! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77827969 United States 07/17/2019 08:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So what do you think of suicide in general? Quoting: Tekunda I have been thinking of suicide a lot lately. I am starting to get older, above fifty, got no parents or family, no friends, so no responsibilities. If you have family, or kids, suicide is kind of running away from your responsibilities you have for your loved ones, but in my case, if I were to disappear suddenly, no one would even notice. If I sum it up, I had a good life, traveled a lot, met beautiful women and a wife, but in the end the people I loved died or left, so for me I am at a point where I say, why not call it quits? The only thing holding me back is that I love the Lord and am afraid that he might not disapprove of my decision, but like I mentioned above, I am not running away from specific problems, so I could as well meet the Lord. I have things I like, and things I hate. I hate liberalism, it's destructive, and hurts people, yet I don't hate liberals as individuals. Then of course comes the truth about judging. I judge no one, not even myself. I throw myself on God's mercy every moment. There is nothing good in me. I think suicide is wrong, yet I will not judge someone who kills them self. The thing is WE ARE ALL FLAWED. One man tells a white lie, one man kills a person, both men are flawed, they live in flesh, and sin resides in the flesh, and sin can produce nothing but death, just like Satan. DO NOT TRY SUICIDE Death is coming regardless. Be patient and trust in God, he is with you then at every step when you trust, and as in a blink of an eye it will be over. No need to hurry it and fill your time with God's goodness. God bless and much appreciation. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77349451 Canada 07/17/2019 08:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I hope and Pray This Helps Someone, in their walk, and life. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76313950 This is my testimony video, how I met Jesus in the 1970's. God created you for a reason and thats to magnify His love here on earth. We all have a unique gift to raise the vibrations of this planet. A gift from God a second chance to finish your work here and following Christ. Walk gently and feel loved, every day is a gift. God bless. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77349451 Canada 07/17/2019 08:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Evil Insurrectionist both loves your face and applauds you failure. Quoting: Ghost in a Snowstorm Nice sculpting with the shotgun. Occasionally this happens. I can't watch videos. But after your done waiting hopelessly, as the grim reaper begins to stalk your every footstep, nd the fear of death ratchets through your spine and overwhelms your nervous system revolts, till you begin to break down into a gibbering pool of melted jelly form the Horror, of the actual death you never faced as you got put in the salvation envelope and delivered back home as per (not your request) whoever is captain of our Destiny does it. its a blessing he gets to live his life, and you are an evil fool...get thee behind me satan |
TheLordsServant User ID: 77826560 United States 07/17/2019 08:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I hope and Pray This Helps Someone, in their walk, and life. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76313950 [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] This is my testimony video, how I met Jesus in the 1970's. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Please post your 2 videos into this topic Thread: Testimonies of Miracles Angels etc...proof of God / Yahuah & Son Jesus / Yeshua I am a humble Servant of the one True Living God. |
Tanoros User ID: 77705240 United States 07/17/2019 08:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OP, Thank you very much for sharing these videos. It takes a lot of courage to talk about ourselves so openly. Like others have said, I wouldn’t mind hearing more of what you have to say. You speak from the heart, openly, and honestly. Thank you for your time |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77349451 Canada 07/17/2019 08:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | God bless you brother for trying to save at least one soul. Quoting: Ohio chic God is amazing!!! I have my own “god” story but I’m not as brave as you are to share it BUT you Have given me the idea to shoot a video but just not post it. It’s just a video for me so I wanted to let you know that your message resonated with at least one person and yes I am a Christian this is beautiful |
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TheLordsServant User ID: 77826560 United States 07/17/2019 08:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | He's very real and he found me at a time in my life when I thought he didn't exist. Quoting: ROOSTRE I sold everything and decided to travel. 2 days in, the engine on my car blew and I had get rid of the little I had left. I kept a couple of sentimental items, some camping/survival gear and I started hitchhiking with my wife and dog. He provided the whole time. Whenever we in need it was provided for. We didn't even have to ask. At one point I was sitting down, my dog was out of food and I was wondering how I was going to feed him. At that moment, someone yelled out to me, waved me over, gave me $15 and said "Jesus hasn't forgotten about you". We nver had to ask for money, not once. We did ask for help eventually in the form of food from some pantries along the way and eventually ended up at an organization that gave us a hand up. They allowed us to stay at their organization for 6 weeks while we got jobs and saved for a room to rent. It certainly brought me toward belief, but my heart was still hardened by nearly a decade of Atheism. Yhwh and Yeshua Messiah never gave up on me though. We continued our lives, believing but not really walking with Messiah. One day, looking for answers, I prayed for guidance. The very next day, a coworker of mine came up to me and said "You know something is coming, don't you?". I had been feeling it getting stronger for the last few months (that feeling continues to get stronger still). The he asked if I believed in the bible. To which I replied that I wasn't sure. He told me "Oh, you'll know". And guess what? My hard head STILL didn't walk with Messiah. I tried reading the bible but it just wasn't resonating with me. I kept Yhwh in my thoughts, continued to pray and believed in his existence, but wasn't truly walking. Well, this spring, the wife and started getting the overwhelming urge to COOHMP. We had a tire on our RV that was balding fast due to suspension issues but its a discontinued size and the nearest person with one in supply was 130 miles away. It was going to be a close one, like really close. Our spare was already blown and this tire was shot. I was praying and praying for our safe passage to an excess. At one point I thought "I trust you , Lord" to which he replied very very clearly and instantly "THEN ACT LIKE IT" We made it with a tire so bare the mesh was showing. But we made it, got our tires and headed for the Ozarks. He guided us to where we needed to be and showed us what we needed to work towards with very clear signs. He even showed me a great Brother on YouTube, Bear Independent, who introduced me to The Scriptures and Messianic Judaism. Things are finally making sense. I'm reading the bible, working on my sins and really connecting with the Father and Messiah. I pray much more often and I truly feel his presence. God doesnt give up on his children. Keep searching, keep praying and you will be shown the way. With some practice, you can get really good at interpreting His signs, receiving His guidance and having faith that there is a plan, even if you can't see how things currently fit that into it. Yeshua hasn't forgotten about you. Thread: Testimonies of Miracles Angels etc...proof of God / Yahuah & Son Jesus / Yeshua Thread: Have you ever witnessed a Miracle? I have, more than once. Post it here, if so. I'll start... Last Edited by Servant-of-the-LORD on 07/17/2019 08:45 PM I am a humble Servant of the one True Living God. |
CSnow User ID: 74827762 United States 07/17/2019 08:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Death is coming regardless. Be patient and trust in God, he is with you then at every step when you trust, and as in a blink of an eye it will be over. No need to hurry it and fill your time with God's goodness. God bless and much appreciation. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77827969 The pain, horror and misery that have befallen so many people right before their demise is what should frighten everyone. The countless lives that have been subjected to barbaric ways of death, even including a disease-ravaged body, is the ultimate form of sadism/masochism, cruelty and inhumanity. . |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 73393135 United States 07/17/2019 08:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So Yeshua, African born(not 20th century south Africa either) and described by the prophet in Revelation as of bronze skin, fiery red eyes, white sheep wool hair showed up in your vision as the light skinned disobedient, "thou shalt have no images of that which is on earth nor in heaven" guy you see people sin with constantly? This God, who made his own body to come out of a African woman's womb and was described by his apostles as being not beautiful, but like everyone else in the land and so similar looking to everyone else that when they tried to stone him he just simply slipped in the crowd and they couldn't find him. They didn't explain, "Find that white man!! Get Him!" And you don't think to yourself, "why Lord"? "Is this not strange that you should appear to me in a different form than was told of by your prophets and apostles? Why even appear as a false god made by man's hands to convince the ignorant of their belonging?" You are to keep the law, the commandments, the judgements, and the TESTIMONIES of Yahweh your God. The testimonies prove your vision to be of your own mind. Now, I will never reject a brother or sister who keeps the law for it is by the law which all men who keep the law are convicted as God's children one and the same. But I will not allow you to believe or teach others that Christ's body was that of a rebel who looked nothing like him. The Father makes no body for himself, but God took on the body of an African for a time for reasons of historical and present and future significance. And so far as we know, Christ has maintained his flesh despite returning to his Godhood. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 73773463 Poland 07/17/2019 08:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Go fuck yourself, OP. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73773463 What about the 11 million people a year that actually die? Does the almighty love you more than an 11 y/o who commits suicide because he had a bad report card? Does he have a special plan for you but not for the 13 y/o girl that had enough of the incessant bullying? It's nothing personal. I loathe religion, that's all. How nice...All the way from Poland. I met a pastor from Poland, who told me the secrets of my heart...No way he could know unless God told Him. Just to think a few yrs ago, your Christian population was under persecution and having a strong revival. But if you're any indication of current events, I guess that's all over now? Jesus agrees with you, he hates religion, even if it's calls itself Christianity. Now concerning a child dying and me living, this I guess can be an excuse to hate God, but the truth is I deserved to die, many times over, rather than a child. I suppose from this you are against abortion. So let's start with the facts from God's revealed perspective, whether we like it or not. OK? God is sovereign that is a religious word meaning He can do whatever He pleases with whomever, and whatever He pleases. He says this is His prerogative, because He created everything. Since, something can't come from nothing, I assume you believe the God, that you're angry with is real and created all that we see. One example is the garden and the fall. It was God's plan, as the endgame was to reveal God, and His savior who died for our sins. Now there is NOTHING left for us to do, including trying to be good, or being religious to gain God's favor. See, this is exactly why I hate religion, Faith, spirituality ... Whatever you wish to call a schizophrenic affliction that's nothing more than superstition at best ... or a horrendous mental virus that makes people feel inadequate, sinful, wrong ... and turns them into the masochistic victims of real psychopathic scumbags without so much as a grain of empathy or remorse. A capricious god that inflicts torment and death because he can or feels like it, is a psychopathic dictator. Not the forgiving entity that murdered his own son so that we could live blisfully and free of any moral accountability. Either he's a god or he isn't. What beast would let his son, his flesh and spirit incarnate, be tortured for hours and then nailed to a cross? To do what exactly? If he'd been a god he might as well have put on a good show and saved him ... What's precisely twisted and immoral in the faith based mentality is that god creates us sick and then commands us to be well ... Classic psychopathic behaviour: holding people in a double-bind and then turn them insane ... like punishing for good behaviour and vice versa on one moment and then doing the exact opposite the next ... It turns people into tormented schizophrenics, alright? Like a piece of shit that beats up his wife and then tells her it's because he loves her too much and that it's for her own good. All of that ... Or there.is.no.fucking.god. I'll pick the latter because I have 0 faith in some primitive hocus picus sheperd stories from the bronze age and I have -5000 faith in the sacks of shit that perverted all of that even further in the millennia after that ... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77629600 United States 07/17/2019 09:06 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It was not easy for me to watch, especially the beginning. It was very difficult I rarely watch long videos or read long articles I watched the entire video out of respect for you I am a Christian, I feel bad at what happened to you and I do not want to disrespect you This is my opinion on almost every matter: The pain and suffering of this world is temporary And the Joy of God is eternal and will last forever That is my opinion |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77827969 United States 07/17/2019 09:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Death is coming regardless. Be patient and trust in God, he is with you then at every step when you trust, and as in a blink of an eye it will be over. No need to hurry it and fill your time with God's goodness. God bless and much appreciation. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77827969 The pain, horror and misery that have befallen so many people right before their demise is what should frighten everyone. The countless lives that have been subjected to barbaric ways of death, even including a disease-ravaged body, is the ultimate form of sadism/masochism, cruelty and inhumanity. . You can view material nature as cruel, or see it as a place where anything can happen. There's no fear with God. This body and this place were not designed to last. It is not made to stay forever and to live, suffer, and die are not inhuman but fully human experiences. Accepting what you get, good or bad is the process. Bowing down to death is the next transition. |
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