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TheOracle'sCookie User ID: 75331953 United States 08/10/2018 12:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: cosmicgypsy That instantly made me to cry......if only others could feel what I feel with you. You're really beautiful. Very lovely!... Sorry, Love…Didn’t mean to make you cry…they’ll come around. At least most of them will, when the great change takes place soon. Love ya, get well…and be well :) Peace I just realized...HA! I can tell YOU! Maybe you'll understand! This morning after I woke up I had this very happy growing feeling in me....I mean it, it made me feel like skipping about. And then I realized the joy I was feeling was due to me preparing to "go," I felt like I was readying myself to "fly the coup," so to speak. I was all in that energy, thinking of nothing else, just hippy-skippy happy with anticipation. And then I thought about everyone else, and my good times feeling crumbled....so, you see, this is why your timely words hit me so hard. It's just been lately, the past few months, I've been thinking about just letting go of life. Then I feel bad for feeling that. I chose to be here, and I've also chosen to stay here (I could've left in Aug. 2008). I'm here for a reason...but still that's been in my thoughts the past few months. I'm wondering though if that isn't an worn out mantra, "I'm hear for a reason. I'm hear for a reason. I'm hear for a reason," one that's long for tossing out. That feeling this morning, it was so free...I felt so excited at what was coming. And, to be very honest, Cherished, I do like that feeling so much better than the pit of pain I feel between my heart and my gut now. There's too much pain here. Too much confusion. Too many lost souls. Way too many without souls. At a fundamental level of my being....I just don't want to be here much more. It makes me incredibly sad...and while I don't feel like I'm giving up, I do feel a failure. I really don't think things were supposed to get this far, this deep in stanky darkness. "We" could've done better, or somehow tried harder. Somehow. I really don't know what anyone can tell me right now, to snap me out of this woe, but I've finally done said it. I'm owning it right now-- I'm fucking tired, and I'd really like to go home now. So hard for me to admit this, because I really do love Humanity with all my heart, but I don't think we're ever going to get over our ease with brutality, as a collective we're still waaay too "dense".... I'd really just like to throw my consciousness backpack over my shoulder, and move on now. The wild wind is calling, and I want to hitch a ride on it out of here. Heh, I kinda symbolically waxed poetic, there.... I'll be okay. Today's a struggle, tomorrow I'll make it better. You, too? Hope you are feeling well, darling woman. I will try to find the video I watched about how when you are dealing with a sudden illness...DON'T BELIEVE YOUR THOUGHTS. It sounds really simplistic, because there is always a level of "depression" that comes with the territory of being suddenly ill...but it's logical that ALL ILLNESS--even the fear of being exposed to a serious illness--has its own component in the mind. I think the video was by Eckhart Tolle--he has said this in earlier videos talking about "think of your thoughts as CLOUDS"...They can be whispy and happy...but they can also be the type of cloud ANGRY or OPPRESSIVE (like the clouds you see forming with tornadoes/storms.) In the end ...they all get blown away by the wind and the NEW DAY comes. I know NOT to believe my thoughts when ill...but there I was last week with food poisoning from the RITZ Cracker recall and my brain was ON GLUE. I believed it for awhile ...but then felt better as the symptoms faded and my clarity returned. Hope you feel better, kiddo! O'sCookie "Know ONE thing absolutely...and you will UNDERSTAND everything. Walt Whitman "Leaves of Grass" "...Buckle up buttercups cuz this shit is going to go biblical." GLP'er Thread: Update Pg14 2 Trees of Genesis! Alien Covenant Ridley Scott's new Movie: Carries Message on DNA and Ark of the Covenant! Video Thread: Updated: The Radcliffe WAVE Discovered along Milky Way's Dark Rift! Is this LaViolette's Super Wave? Thread: "Founder of Analytical Psychology," Carl Jung Called "Disturbed" Due to His "Red Book!" Video Thread: Greatest Secret of the United States, Causes of the Ice Age and Nova, Thread: 2-23-2020 pg. 8 Big Update: The DAVINCI EQUINOX CODE: Ancient Equinox temples were WARNINGS not "celebrations" of the sun." Thread: Disney's TV Series "LOST" MARATHON! Numbers/Script Match Future News! 2018-2020 Target Years. |
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TheOracle'sCookie User ID: 75331953 United States 08/10/2018 12:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Here is one of the videos I found from Eckhart Tolle. You may or may NOT like Ophra (I don't like her)...but she has done a great deal to help Tolle get his message out there about freeing our thoughts from pain. Hope you enjoy it! [link to youtu.be (secure)] O'sCookie "Know ONE thing absolutely...and you will UNDERSTAND everything. Walt Whitman "Leaves of Grass" "...Buckle up buttercups cuz this shit is going to go biblical." GLP'er Thread: Update Pg14 2 Trees of Genesis! Alien Covenant Ridley Scott's new Movie: Carries Message on DNA and Ark of the Covenant! Video Thread: Updated: The Radcliffe WAVE Discovered along Milky Way's Dark Rift! Is this LaViolette's Super Wave? Thread: "Founder of Analytical Psychology," Carl Jung Called "Disturbed" Due to His "Red Book!" Video Thread: Greatest Secret of the United States, Causes of the Ice Age and Nova, Thread: 2-23-2020 pg. 8 Big Update: The DAVINCI EQUINOX CODE: Ancient Equinox temples were WARNINGS not "celebrations" of the sun." Thread: Disney's TV Series "LOST" MARATHON! Numbers/Script Match Future News! 2018-2020 Target Years. |
Russian hacker User ID: 74831968 United States 08/10/2018 12:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yup, just like the title says, believe it or not, I've been exposed to Scarlet Fever.... Quoting: cosmicgypsy My son and his girlfriend came over yesterday and she had a rash all over her body. She told me it was a heat rash...but it didn't look like any heat rash I've ever seen. Still, what did I do....like a doo-doo head? I drank off the same glass as her. I mean, c'mon, who barely even knows what Scarlet Fever is anymore, it's so uncommon. So, she calls me this morning and tells me she woke up with a fever of 104 and was puking, so she went to the doctor....aaaannnd, she's got Scarlet Fever. Because of my job I had to call my primary care doc and they told me to right away go to an emergent care clinic to get tested, and to get a 'script for antibiotics. I get to the clinic and my temp is elevated by two degrees and my glands are just starting to f'n swell and be sore. Heh, I got the 'script. I just took two tylenol to get the fever down a bit. Can't go back to work until Friday, maybe longer if I'm sick, but I won't be contagious anymore by Friday morning when I have a work run. I swear to Gawd, harhar, how does this happen?....I mean, there's only about 20,000 cases of Scarlet Fever a year, and I got exposed? Christ on a cracker, life is full of surprises! funny you should say that. i am just getting over it. I just came back from a cruise to Alaska but the plane(s) ride home lasted nearly 20 hours so I'm sure thats where i caught it. only 2 days from coming back started with strep then tonsillitis and then that gave me that rash your speaking of with 103.9 fever, puking. Its the sickest i have ever been and i dont get sick very often. Thankfully this is day 3 of the z pack and i feel 99%. Last Edited by Fairly Fucked on 08/10/2018 12:44 PM |
cosmicgypsy (OP) User ID: 74619032 United States 08/10/2018 12:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yup, just like the title says, believe it or not, I've been exposed to Scarlet Fever.... Quoting: cosmicgypsy My son and his girlfriend came over yesterday and she had a rash all over her body. She told me it was a heat rash...but it didn't look like any heat rash I've ever seen. Still, what did I do....like a doo-doo head? I drank off the same glass as her. I mean, c'mon, who barely even knows what Scarlet Fever is anymore, it's so uncommon. So, she calls me this morning and tells me she woke up with a fever of 104 and was puking, so she went to the doctor....aaaannnd, she's got Scarlet Fever. Because of my job I had to call my primary care doc and they told me to right away go to an emergent care clinic to get tested, and to get a 'script for antibiotics. I get to the clinic and my temp is elevated by two degrees and my glands are just starting to f'n swell and be sore. Heh, I got the 'script. I just took two tylenol to get the fever down a bit. Can't go back to work until Friday, maybe longer if I'm sick, but I won't be contagious anymore by Friday morning when I have a work run. I swear to Gawd, harhar, how does this happen?....I mean, there's only about 20,000 cases of Scarlet Fever a year, and I got exposed? Christ on a cracker, life is full of surprises! funny you should say that. i am just getting over it. I just came back from a cruise to Alaska but the plane(s) ride home lasted nearly 20 hours so I'm sure thats where i caught it. only 2 days from coming back started with strep then tonsillitis and then that gave me that rash your speaking of with 103.9 fever, puking. Its the sickest i have ever been and i dont get sick very often. Thankfully this is day 3 of the z pack and i feel 99%. I'm glad you're feeling better.... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
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MySoul User ID: 76768772 United Kingdom 08/10/2018 02:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Here is one of the videos I found from Eckhart Tolle. Quoting: TheOracle'sCookie You may or may NOT like Ophra (I don't like her)...but she has done a great deal to help Tolle get his message out there about freeing our thoughts from pain. Hope you enjoy it! [link to youtu.be (secure)] O'sCookie I really enjoyed that video. I hope more people listen to it. Also hope you are feeling brighter Cosmic Gypsy What choice do I have but to be myself? Everyone else was already taken. Develop a nostalgia for the future - Maxwell Maltz MySoul |
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ST In BG User ID: 71923002 United States 08/10/2018 03:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Greetings: TheOracle'sCookie: User ID: 75331953 08/10/2018 11:30 AM I want to just state that I give this summary of what ST In BG describes may be happening with the "Scarlet Fever" diagnosis--HUGE credibility. **Thank You Very Kindly !!!! ___________________________________________________________ Because OUR STONE AGE MEDICAL SYSTEM **Actually Of Ones There Existing Of These "Times" ... They Knew More !!!! has not "connected-the dots" with physical symptoms and illnesses associated with prolonged exposure to gamma ray radiation... **Contact & Exposures To KANY High Level Energies & Radations ... Including Those In The Gamma Spectrum/Frequency !! there are just NO MODELS for doctors to use to diagnose what the Poster above is suggesting to you. **No "Models" That They Would Share Anyway !! You need to be thinking WAY WAY outside the box to really grasp what we are seeing with this up-tick in gamma ray burst exposure. **AND ... Other High Energies, High Radiations, High Magnetic Radiations, High Gravametric Energies, High Gravametric Pressues ... & A Host Of Many Other Things As Well ... From Many Different Sources !! ____________________________________________________________ I flew from NW Montana to Seattle in 2012 and came home with what I was SURE was a 'radiation burn." **Without A Doubt !! The rash on my right arm (the side that would have been closest to the plane's "skin" had the rash Cosmic Gypsy has been describing **Yes Indeed !!!! and I was extremely ill for over a month. **And Would Have "Died" From This Experience ... Had WE (ETs) Not "Intervened" !! ... & Healed Your Body, Energies, Ect. !! ... (So You Do Understand Now, That WE (ETs) Have Been "In Touch" !!!! (Unfortunately, I had NOT been tracking Gamma Ray Burst detections from the SWIFT TELESCOPE as I am now... **It Wasn't Just The "Gamma Rays" !! I thought it might be from Fukushima at that point... could have been BOTH.) **Perhaps ... But More Of "Outside (Terra/Earth) High Level Energy Exposures" ... Rather Then "Inside" ... Of Things On The Planet's Surface !!! ____________________________________________________________ My diagnosis was SHINGLES and I can see how this might be confused with radiation exposure given the similar rash and flu-like symptoms. **Indeed !!!! ... Bingo !! ... You've Got It !! .... As These "Afflictions" Are Being "Mis-Diagnosed" ... Due To "Non Understandings/& No Experiences In These Areas Of ... High Level Radiations & Their Exposures !! **The Thought Comes In ... That Perhaps ?? ... It Would Be More Advisable To Seek Out Ones That Deal With "Radiation & Radiation Toxicity" On A Constant & Continual Basis !! ____________________________________________________________ We are in UN-CHARTED TERRITORY even talking about this possibility--but it is HERE and we need to be dealing with it. **WE (Aboard) Understand .... Of Which The Conduit Is Taken Aboard To Be Treated For High Energy Radiation Exposures & Degaussed !! ... Though Our "ET Methods" Go Way Beyond Of Understandings There On Terra/Earth At That Moment/Present "Time" !! [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] **Note: Unfortunately The Wikipedia Article Doesn't Address Of "Physical Exposures" To High Levels Of Energies/Radiations/Magnetic Fields, Ect. !! ... But It Does Give A "Kind Of Way" Of Looking At Things ... From For Example The "Degaussing" Of Ships ... Of Their Exposures To Energy Fields !! **High Level Radiation Of Various Frequencies, Durations, "Strengths", Ect. ... Of Such "Exposures" To These ... Is More An "Undefined Field" !! **This Cannot Be Placed Solely Of Termed "Solar Radiation Exposures" Their Termed "Sun Burns" (Actually Radiation Burns !!) **And Neither Can It Be Placed With "Nuclear Energies" Or "Nuclear Decontamination" !! **Certainly Not With "Depleted Uranium" (Which Killed (& In The Process Of Dying) Many "Soldiers" Of Their Exposures To "Radioactive "Dust" From The Exploding Weapons/Munitions !! **These Are An "Assortment" Of Many Kinds & Types Of High Level Energies & Radiations, Pressures, Variants ... & Things Which Those On Terra/Earth Are NOT AT ALL Understanding & Familiar With ... Of How & What They Are ... & What "Effects" These Are Having On Life/Lifeforms ... & Of Everything On Terra/Earth ... & The Living Planet Itself !! ____________________________________________________________ Main stream news WILL NEVER TOUCH this because it would cause a PANIC. **It Would Cause A MAJOR PANIC !!!! ... If The Truth Of This & The Sources Were Realized/Known !! How can they announce to the public some new medical condition that there is NO TREATMENT FOR? **The "Medical Condition" Is Not "New" As It Were ... But Rather "New" For Those Times ... When It Was Necessary To Cleanse Terra/Earth ... Of Which All Sources & All Forces Are Coming Into Play ... To Make This Happen !! **When WE (ETs) Speak Of "All Forces" ... This INCLUDES (And I Know Beings There DON'T WANT TO HEAR OR ADDRESS THIS SUBJECT !! ... But YES !! ... It IS Of Nibiru !!!! **While It Is Recognized Of These "High Energy Gamma Bursts" & Other Energies Coming Inbound ... That They Are Effecting Terra/Earth ... There Is "Another Source" !! **Ones There "Write Off" Of Beings That Say The Word "Nibiru" As Some Kind Of Nuts/Fruitcakes Or Worse ... Because They Cannot Fathom Of A World/Traveling Space Craft ... That Has Such "Magickal Abilities" ... Is HUGE In Diameter ... A Giant Sirian World/Space Craft ... & Gives Off Great Amounts Of Magnetic Radiations, High Radiations, High Energies, Grametric Radiations ... Gravametric Energies High Pressures & More !! **Those There Can Simply NOT WRAP THEIR HEADS/MINDS Around Such Things/Possibilities !! ... But It's ALL TRUE !!!! **It Is THIS ... NIBIRU ... Being Out Of Phase To That "Vibrational "Reality" .... That Is Nearer & The Main Source Of The "Disturbances" & What Is Occurring On Terra/Earth !! **WE (ETs) Are Not Saying That Nibiru & Associated Is The ONLY Things Which Are Afflicting Terra/Earth & All Life There ... But WE (ETs) Are Saying ... It IS A MAIN SOURCE !! ... Along With These Gamma Radiation Bursts/Energies That Are Coming In As Well ... To Join The "Cleansing Party" !! **It Is The Combination Of These Things ... Including The High Energies/Radiations From Solaris (Sun/Star In That System, Which Is Countering "Energy Irritations From Nibiru" & Putting Out More Energies/Radiations ... ... These High Level Energies Are Combining/Joining As One ... Or Coming In Separately By Themselves ... To Bombard Terra/Earth ... & With Terra/Earth's Weakened "Shields" Or Non-Existent "Shields" ... These High Level Energies/High Level Radiations Are Reaching The Surface Of Terra/Earth ... All The Way To The Core Of The Planet !! **End Result ... Death From High Level Energies/Radiations For All Life There !!!! ___________________________________________________________ Thanks for bringing this whole thing forward, ST In BG ... **You Are Very Welcome !! ... WE (ETs) Are Pleased To Be Able To Offer Assistance !! and of course, Gypsy. **Of Course !! I am sure you will help many people with this info **WE (ETs) & The Conduit Hope So As Well !! ... As Many There Are Looking & Thinking In The Wrong Directions !!!! ... For Example ... Looking At Their Flesh Reddened Or Worse ... & Ignoring This ... Calling It "Sun Burn" ... When It Is Actually Of High Level Energy/Radiation Exposures !! and I am sure you are in PRAYER for continued good health. **Put In "ET Medical Requests For Help & Assistance" ... As It Is WE (ETs) Who Answer The "Prayer Lines" As Well As The "Request Lines" !! ... Better Response "Time" If You Don't Ask US/WE (ETs) To Come In "Costumes" ... Just To Come "As WE Are" !! ... Hee Hee Hee !! ____________________________________________________________ STAY FROSTY and keep checking that LINK I provided. If you are having radiation symptoms and YOU SEE MORE GRBs keep your outdoor activities AT NIGHT (I think this would help somewhat depending on the trajectory of the GRB... but I may be wrong on that-- ST IN BG DO YOU KNOW IF NIGHT IS BEST FOR GRB EXPOSURE AVOIDANCE? **Speaking Strictly Of Gamma Ray Outbursting ... & Exposures There ... This Is More An "Unknown" Thing ... Which Would Take Some Very Tricky Calculations ... Of Many Variables !! ... For Example ... High Energy/Radiation Bursts, Duration Of These Releases ... Position Of Terra/Earth ... Ones Location On Terra/Earth ... "Shielding" .... So MANY THINGS To Factor In !! **Night Or Day Or Anywhere Inbetween ... Would Not Be As Much Of A Factor ... As Regardless Of Daytime Or Nighttime ... The Energies Would Still Be Bombarding Terra/Earth !! **However ... To A Limited Degree ... Night Might Afford Some Protection ... Not Do To It Being Dark Out ... But Of "Nighttime Activities" Where Beings Are Indoors !! **It Would Just Depend On What "Shielding" Certain Buildings ... Of Their Building Materials Might Give !! ... As The Energies Are Still Going To Penetrate ... Though The "Degree Of Buffering" Of These Energies ... Would Depend On The Kinds/Types Of Materials Used In The Constructions !! ____________________________________________________________ **Now (And WE (ETs) Know Beings There Don't Like To Hear US/WE CONSTANTLY Say This !!!!) ... But Without Saying/Mentioning This ... HUGE/MAIN FACTOR/SOURCE/FOCUS ... WE Are NOT ... Presenting/Giving Of The FULL PICTURE !!!! ... It Is Part Of The "Equation" ... Part Of The Full Formula !! **NIBIRU IS .... THE MAIN "MISSING PIECE" TO THE PUZZLE !! **Yes ... Gamma Radiation, Of High Energy Bursts Are Part Of This ... But NIBIRU Is MAIN CENTRAL FOCUS/SOURCE !! ... With It's 8 Tethered Living Worlds (As Large As Terra/Earth Or Larger) & All Things Connected/Associated ... Coming Along For The Ride !! **Nibiru ... Of It's Many High Energies, High Radiations ... Does Also "Produce ... High Gamma Radiations That Beings There Have No Idea Or Clue About !!!! **So ... You Put All These Things Together ... Of ALL These Factors ... ALL That Are "Coming To The "Cleansing Party" ... To Cleanse & Purify Terra/Earth ... To Eliminate The Infection/Disease There ... & There You Have It !! ... The Full Picture ... The Full Formula !! cheers O'sCookie Farewell For Now !! ST In BG Last Edited by ST In BG on 08/10/2018 03:08 PM |
American Indian Elder User ID: 76516148 United States 08/10/2018 03:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | as a child my mother had scarlet fever that developed into rheumatic fever and permanent heart valve damage Quoting: TheTruthMonger™ nothing to play with OP, get well soon!! The above brought back such sad, horrific memories for me. We were a family of nine. Just after wwii, i was only about five, my older sister, about 15,when one of us got scarlet fever and turned scarlet with the rash.One by one we all got it... we couldnt afford a doctor and most recovered readily by letting the fever run its course but hers turned into rheumatic fever and she almost died.Penicillin was not availabe back then. for months, Dad and mom had to give her pain and then bend her legs or she would be crippled for life, some of our neighbors kids were! Her screams drove us out in the freezing weather where we cried for her till the therapy was over. My dad really hated having her cry. But she lived and could walk...but the Dr. said Mary must never have kids and be an invalid due to severe heart damage. Well that lasted for a few years till she fell in love and married. They had two children by accident, ended up with them going to Mayo for a valve replacement, where Mary died on operating table, age 39. They said her heart was like a seive, full of damage. She was a lovely person. amdg Forgiveness means giving up every hope for a better past, In exchange for a better future. P.S. Ive always had an American Flag, now all of a sudden you gave me a Canada one. ?? Please whoever did this change it back. Not that free Ojibwe/Chippewa acknowledge any imaginary boundry lines... |
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TheOracle'sCookie User ID: 75331953 United States 08/10/2018 04:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Greetings: TheOracle'sCookie: User ID: 75331953 Quoting: ST In BG 08/10/2018 11:30 AM I want to just state that I give this summary of what ST In BG describes may be happening with the "Scarlet Fever" diagnosis--HUGE credibility. **Thank You Very Kindly !!!! ___________________________________________________________ Because OUR STONE AGE MEDICAL SYSTEM **Actually Of Ones There Existing Of These "Times" ... They Knew More !!!! has not "connected-the dots" with physical symptoms and illnesses associated with prolonged exposure to gamma ray radiation... **Contact & Exposures To KANY High Level Energies & Radations ... Including Those In The Gamma Spectrum/Frequency !! there are just NO MODELS for doctors to use to diagnose what the Poster above is suggesting to you. **No "Models" That They Would Share Anyway !! You need to be thinking WAY WAY outside the box to really grasp what we are seeing with this up-tick in gamma ray burst exposure. **AND ... Other High Energies, High Radiations, High Magnetic Radiations, High Gravametric Energies, High Gravametric Pressues ... & A Host Of Many Other Things As Well ... From Many Different Sources !! ____________________________________________________________ I flew from NW Montana to Seattle in 2012 and came home with what I was SURE was a 'radiation burn." **Without A Doubt !! The rash on my right arm (the side that would have been closest to the plane's "skin" had the rash Cosmic Gypsy has been describing **Yes Indeed !!!! and I was extremely ill for over a month. **And Would Have "Died" From This Experience ... Had WE (ETs) Not "Intervened" !! ... & Healed Your Body, Energies, Ect. !! ... (So You Do Understand Now, That WE (ETs) Have Been "In Touch" !!!! (Unfortunately, I had NOT been tracking Gamma Ray Burst detections from the SWIFT TELESCOPE as I am now... **It Wasn't Just The "Gamma Rays" !! I thought it might be from Fukushima at that point... could have been BOTH.) **Perhaps ... But More Of "Outside (Terra/Earth) High Level Energy Exposures" ... Rather Then "Inside" ... Of Things On The Planet's Surface !!! ____________________________________________________________ My diagnosis was SHINGLES and I can see how this might be confused with radiation exposure given the similar rash and flu-like symptoms. **Indeed !!!! ... Bingo !! ... You've Got It !! .... As These "Afflictions" Are Being "Mis-Diagnosed" ... Due To "Non Understandings/& No Experiences In These Areas Of ... High Level Radiations & Their Exposures !! **The Thought Comes In ... That Perhaps ?? ... It Would Be More Advisable To Seek Out Ones That Deal With "Radiation & Radiation Toxicity" On A Constant & Continual Basis !! ____________________________________________________________ We are in UN-CHARTED TERRITORY even talking about this possibility--but it is HERE and we need to be dealing with it. **WE (Aboard) Understand .... Of Which The Conduit Is Taken Aboard To Be Treated For High Energy Radiation Exposures & Degaussed !! ... Though Our "ET Methods" Go Way Beyond Of Understandings There On Terra/Earth At That Moment/Present "Time" !! [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] **Note: Unfortunately The Wikipedia Article Doesn't Address Of "Physical Exposures" To High Levels Of Energies/Radiations/Magnetic Fields, Ect. !! ... But It Does Give A "Kind Of Way" Of Looking At Things ... From For Example The "Degaussing" Of Ships ... Of Their Exposures To Energy Fields !! **High Level Radiation Of Various Frequencies, Durations, "Strengths", Ect. ... Of Such "Exposures" To These ... Is More An "Undefined Field" !! **This Cannot Be Placed Solely Of Termed "Solar Radiation Exposures" Their Termed "Sun Burns" (Actually Radiation Burns !!) **And Neither Can It Be Placed With "Nuclear Energies" Or "Nuclear Decontamination" !! **Certainly Not With "Depleted Uranium" (Which Killed (& In The Process Of Dying) Many "Soldiers" Of Their Exposures To "Radioactive "Dust" From The Exploding Weapons/Munitions !! **These Are An "Assortment" Of Many Kinds & Types Of High Level Energies & Radiations, Pressures, Variants ... & Things Which Those On Terra/Earth Are NOT AT ALL Understanding & Familiar With ... Of How & What They Are ... & What "Effects" These Are Having On Life/Lifeforms ... & Of Everything On Terra/Earth ... & The Living Planet Itself !! ____________________________________________________________ Main stream news WILL NEVER TOUCH this because it would cause a PANIC. **It Would Cause A MAJOR PANIC !!!! ... If The Truth Of This & The Sources Were Realized/Known !! How can they announce to the public some new medical condition that there is NO TREATMENT FOR? **The "Medical Condition" Is Not "New" As It Were ... But Rather "New" For Those Times ... When It Was Necessary To Cleanse Terra/Earth ... Of Which All Sources & All Forces Are Coming Into Play ... To Make This Happen !! **When WE (ETs) Speak Of "All Forces" ... This INCLUDES (And I Know Beings There DON'T WANT TO HEAR OR ADDRESS THIS SUBJECT !! ... But YES !! ... It IS Of Nibiru !!!! **While It Is Recognized Of These "High Energy Gamma Bursts" & Other Energies Coming Inbound ... That They Are Effecting Terra/Earth ... There Is "Another Source" !! **Ones There "Write Off" Of Beings That Say The Word "Nibiru" As Some Kind Of Nuts/Fruitcakes Or Worse ... Because They Cannot Fathom Of A World/Traveling Space Craft ... That Has Such "Magickal Abilities" ... Is HUGE In Diameter ... A Giant Sirian World/Space Craft ... & Gives Off Great Amounts Of Magnetic Radiations, High Radiations, High Energies, Grametric Radiations ... Gravametric Energies High Pressures & More !! **Those There Can Simply NOT WRAP THEIR HEADS/MINDS Around Such Things/Possibilities !! ... But It's ALL TRUE !!!! **It Is THIS ... NIBIRU ... Being Out Of Phase To That "Vibrational "Reality" .... That Is Nearer & The Main Source Of The "Disturbances" & What Is Occurring On Terra/Earth !! **WE (ETs) Are Not Saying That Nibiru & Associated Is The ONLY Things Which Are Afflicting Terra/Earth & All Life There ... But WE (ETs) Are Saying ... It IS A MAIN SOURCE !! ... Along With These Gamma Radiation Bursts/Energies That Are Coming In As Well ... To Join The "Cleansing Party" !! **It Is The Combination Of These Things ... Including The High Energies/Radiations From Solaris (Sun/Star In That System, Which Is Countering "Energy Irritations From Nibiru" & Putting Out More Energies/Radiations ... ... These High Level Energies Are Combining/Joining As One ... Or Coming In Separately By Themselves ... To Bombard Terra/Earth ... & With Terra/Earth's Weakened "Shields" Or Non-Existent "Shields" ... These High Level Energies/High Level Radiations Are Reaching The Surface Of Terra/Earth ... All The Way To The Core Of The Planet !! **End Result ... Death From High Level Energies/Radiations For All Life There !!!! ___________________________________________________________ Thanks for bringing this whole thing forward, ST In BG ... **You Are Very Welcome !! ... WE (ETs) Are Pleased To Be Able To Offer Assistance !! and of course, Gypsy. **Of Course !! I am sure you will help many people with this info **WE (ETs) & The Conduit Hope So As Well !! ... As Many There Are Looking & Thinking In The Wrong Directions !!!! ... For Example ... Looking At Their Flesh Reddened Or Worse ... & Ignoring This ... Calling It "Sun Burn" ... When It Is Actually Of High Level Energy/Radiation Exposures !! and I am sure you are in PRAYER for continued good health. **Put In "ET Medical Requests For Help & Assistance" ... As It Is WE (ETs) Who Answer The "Prayer Lines" As Well As The "Request Lines" !! ... Better Response "Time" If You Don't Ask US/WE (ETs) To Come In "Costumes" ... Just To Come "As WE Are" !! ... Hee Hee Hee !! ____________________________________________________________ STAY FROSTY and keep checking that LINK I provided. If you are having radiation symptoms and YOU SEE MORE GRBs keep your outdoor activities AT NIGHT (I think this would help somewhat depending on the trajectory of the GRB... but I may be wrong on that-- ST IN BG DO YOU KNOW IF NIGHT IS BEST FOR GRB EXPOSURE AVOIDANCE? **Speaking Strictly Of Gamma Ray Outbursting ... & Exposures There ... This Is More An "Unknown" Thing ... Which Would Take Some Very Tricky Calculations ... Of Many Variables !! ... For Example ... High Energy/Radiation Bursts, Duration Of These Releases ... Position Of Terra/Earth ... Ones Location On Terra/Earth ... "Shielding" .... So MANY THINGS To Factor In !! **Night Or Day Or Anywhere Inbetween ... Would Not Be As Much Of A Factor ... As Regardless Of Daytime Or Nighttime ... The Energies Would Still Be Bombarding Terra/Earth !! **However ... To A Limited Degree ... Night Might Afford Some Protection ... Not Do To It Being Dark Out ... But Of "Nighttime Activities" Where Beings Are Indoors !! **It Would Just Depend On What "Shielding" Certain Buildings ... Of Their Building Materials Might Give !! ... As The Energies Are Still Going To Penetrate ... Though The "Degree Of Buffering" Of These Energies ... Would Depend On The Kinds/Types Of Materials Used In The Constructions !! ____________________________________________________________ **Now (And WE (ETs) Know Beings There Don't Like To Hear US/WE CONSTANTLY Say This !!!!) ... But Without Saying/Mentioning This ... HUGE/MAIN FACTOR/SOURCE/FOCUS ... WE Are NOT ... Presenting/Giving Of The FULL PICTURE !!!! ... It Is Part Of The "Equation" ... Part Of The Full Formula !! **NIBIRU IS .... THE MAIN "MISSING PIECE" TO THE PUZZLE !! **Yes ... Gamma Radiation, Of High Energy Bursts Are Part Of This ... But NIBIRU Is MAIN CENTRAL FOCUS/SOURCE !! ... With It's 8 Tethered Living Worlds (As Large As Terra/Earth Or Larger) & All Things Connected/Associated ... Coming Along For The Ride !! **Nibiru ... Of It's Many High Energies, High Radiations ... Does Also "Produce ... High Gamma Radiations That Beings There Have No Idea Or Clue About !!!! **So ... You Put All These Things Together ... Of ALL These Factors ... ALL That Are "Coming To The "Cleansing Party" ... To Cleanse & Purify Terra/Earth ... To Eliminate The Infection/Disease There ... & There You Have It !! ... The Full Picture ... The Full Formula !! cheers O'sCookie Farewell For Now !! ST In BG Woah...The things you learn in Cosmic Gypsy's threads! Thanks Cosmic Gypsy for this thread and being so open to allow the discussions here...I'M SURE LEARNING A GREAT DEAL...& ST In BG...YOU ROCK! O'sCookie "Know ONE thing absolutely...and you will UNDERSTAND everything. Walt Whitman "Leaves of Grass" "...Buckle up buttercups cuz this shit is going to go biblical." GLP'er Thread: Update Pg14 2 Trees of Genesis! Alien Covenant Ridley Scott's new Movie: Carries Message on DNA and Ark of the Covenant! Video Thread: Updated: The Radcliffe WAVE Discovered along Milky Way's Dark Rift! Is this LaViolette's Super Wave? Thread: "Founder of Analytical Psychology," Carl Jung Called "Disturbed" Due to His "Red Book!" Video Thread: Greatest Secret of the United States, Causes of the Ice Age and Nova, Thread: 2-23-2020 pg. 8 Big Update: The DAVINCI EQUINOX CODE: Ancient Equinox temples were WARNINGS not "celebrations" of the sun." Thread: Disney's TV Series "LOST" MARATHON! Numbers/Script Match Future News! 2018-2020 Target Years. |
simplify User ID: 75394427 Canada 08/10/2018 04:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I had scarlet fever back in 1989. I was young, still a kid, 9 years old. Worst fucking thing I've ever experienced. Quoting: Irredeemable I've suffered through lyme disease in 2016 and still am, and I experienced cold turkey heroin withdrawl 5 years ago. None of that comes close to as sick as I was with scarlet fever. I got it on my birthday, and my great-uncle died that day, who I was fairly close with. I was so sick I couldn't go to his funeral. It's a memory that almost 30 years later will not go away. I hope you don't get that shit like I did Yeah, my son's girlfriend says she's been not feeling well for a few months. It started with an UTI for her. I guess it was way worse back in the day, like when you had it. At least she's been correctly diagnosed - kinda hard to miss the full body rash - and she's now on the correct antibiotics to wipe it out. And at least I'm not as hot now.... How is your son doing.....any symptoms with him? Ok...never mind. I see someone else asked same question. I hope your sons's girlfriend stays home & away from people so she doesn't pass it on to anyone else. Does she have any idea where she may have contracted it? I think the UTI she had was cultured for strep, and that was a few months ago. They tested her urine again this morning, but it was clear. She did test positive for strep, I think from a throat swab. She told me today that she's never even had a sore throat. From what I read today - if I remember correctly - there's a particular strain or type of strep bacteria that produces Scarlet Fever. It was some scientific strep name that was a Type A. I dunno, maybe that's why Scarlet Fever is contagious, because of this particular strep type...or it could be a secondary symptom. All I know is I'm treating for it, gladly, and I otherwise have a healthy fear-respect for antibiotics. They can be used too much. She's also staying home. I think she has a five day work excuse, though. She's a sick puppy. She woke up with a fever of 104 (!!!) this morning, and she was tossin' her cookies. They stopped by briefly after the doctor to pick up a bottle of probiotics I have. Her doc told her to get some, and take them. So did the doc I saw this afternoon, but I take very good probiotics already, I just have to watch when I take them now...not too close to taking the antibiotic. Harhar, what a freak show...antibiotics and probiotics. What a world. Of duality.... And, yes, I know the probiotics are prescribed because the antibiotics are going to tear up my good stomach flora. Uhg, I am likely to have the runs here within the next day or two, and that'll last the remainder of the time. I really, REALLY don't like taking antibiotics. Are you taking any colloidal silver or any homeopathics? |
Amur Maple User ID: 75104469 Canada 08/10/2018 04:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I had strep throat 2 weeks ago. Was told it could also lead to scarlet fever. Was informed if I developed a rash to see the doctor asap. I thought that shit was eradicated in the 1700's or something like that. But Im no doctor. Quoting: Brancolino X Get well soon. No, strep has not been eradicated. Scarlet fever is a complication of untreated strep throat, your body reacting to a toxin. Strep throat can be treated with antibiotics. However, many doctors nowadays are so "anti-antibiotic" that they refuse to treat strep throat, or even test for it. There is no excuse for this, as there is a quick-test throat swab for strep throat. Insist on a throat swab! The large outbreaks of scarlet fever, followed by rheumatic fever, were mostly eradicated with the advent of antibiotics. By the mid-1960s, people hoped those outbreaks were a thing of the past. However, outbreaks started happening again in certain communities. There is a perfect storm waiting to happen right now. Many doctors have never seen a casr of scarlet fever, and are unfamiliar with rheumatic fever. They also have become anti-antibiotic, while at the same time refusing to believe that children and adults can get strep throat, and that failing to treat it with antibiotics can have devastating lifelong health consequences. Often strep, scarlet fever and rheumatic fever followed the measles. Many communities nowchave rejected measles vaccines. Strep is out there, as before. Add this to doctors who are antibiotic-opposed, and have never seen scarlet fever or rheumatic fever, which were the scourge of previous generations of children. Double-whammy: complacency by the medical community and segments of the population in the face of a public health threat. This is not something to take lightly. I urge you to demand a throat swab and refuse to leave until you get one, if you or your child has a suspicious sore throat. Do NOT let it go. Last Edited by Amur Maple on 08/10/2018 05:00 PM |
TheOracle'sCookie User ID: 75331953 United States 08/10/2018 04:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Here is one of the videos I found from Eckhart Tolle. Quoting: TheOracle'sCookie You may or may NOT like Ophra (I don't like her)...but she has done a great deal to help Tolle get his message out there about freeing our thoughts from pain. Hope you enjoy it! [link to youtu.be (secure)] O'sCookie I really enjoyed that video. I hope more people listen to it. Also hope you are feeling brighter Cosmic Gypsy I discovered Eckhart Tolle from a gift book from my daughter way back in 2002!....That's 16 years ago, and the man is still contributing to the "collective good." Wow. You could listen to that video (above) and APPLY IT TO OTHER THINGS besides a chronic illness. For example, when my husband was active in Alcoholics Anonymous (he's 25 years sober now) we decided that the practice of having each member who participates in the group discussion identify as "Hi...I'm (blank)...and I'm a ALCOHOLIC" is good for the beginner to get past the denial part of this disease. However to continually rehash devastating history and I.D.ing one's self over and over as "the DISEASE"...can actually contribute to a relapse since, as Tolle suggests, you think of yourself as a SICK PERSON. That can't be a positive "diet" for anyone's mind. (We found a book called "The Small Book" which counters the AA practice of I.D.ing with the DISEASE and it seems to work just as well long term.) I think both are extremely valuable. ALSO WITH I.D.'ING AS AN "OLD PERSON" is counter to your health. It is the same mind-set as I.D.ing with a chronic illness. OUR NATURAL STATE (according most spiritual practices) is to be whole, healthy, living in the PRESENT MOMENT, AND enjoying "bliss." If we find we are in any other state of mind--and most of the time we are NOT blissful, right?--the we need to balance and come back to it. Tolle gives lots of examples how to do this--even something as simple of concentrating on the feeling in your hands (he mentions this in the video)--can get you back in balance but you need to EMBRACE THIS FULLY for it to work for you. Great stuff! O'sCookie "Know ONE thing absolutely...and you will UNDERSTAND everything. Walt Whitman "Leaves of Grass" "...Buckle up buttercups cuz this shit is going to go biblical." GLP'er Thread: Update Pg14 2 Trees of Genesis! Alien Covenant Ridley Scott's new Movie: Carries Message on DNA and Ark of the Covenant! Video Thread: Updated: The Radcliffe WAVE Discovered along Milky Way's Dark Rift! Is this LaViolette's Super Wave? Thread: "Founder of Analytical Psychology," Carl Jung Called "Disturbed" Due to His "Red Book!" Video Thread: Greatest Secret of the United States, Causes of the Ice Age and Nova, Thread: 2-23-2020 pg. 8 Big Update: The DAVINCI EQUINOX CODE: Ancient Equinox temples were WARNINGS not "celebrations" of the sun." Thread: Disney's TV Series "LOST" MARATHON! Numbers/Script Match Future News! 2018-2020 Target Years. |
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ZOSIME User ID: 74643518 United States 08/10/2018 05:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yup, just like the title says, believe it or not, I've been exposed to Scarlet Fever.... Quoting: cosmicgypsy My son and his girlfriend came over yesterday and she had a rash all over her body. She told me it was a heat rash...but it didn't look like any heat rash I've ever seen. Still, what did I do....like a doo-doo head? I drank off the same glass as her. I mean, c'mon, who barely even knows what Scarlet Fever is anymore, it's so uncommon. So, she calls me this morning and tells me she woke up with a fever of 104 and was puking, so she went to the doctor....aaaannnd, she's got Scarlet Fever. Because of my job I had to call my primary care doc and they told me to right away go to an emergent care clinic to get tested, and to get a 'script for antibiotics. I get to the clinic and my temp is elevated by two degrees and my glands are just starting to f'n swell and be sore. Heh, I got the 'script. I just took two tylenol to get the fever down a bit. Can't go back to work until Friday, maybe longer if I'm sick, but I won't be contagious anymore by Friday morning when I have a work run. I swear to Gawd, harhar, how does this happen?....I mean, there's only about 20,000 cases of Scarlet Fever a year, and I got exposed? Christ on a cracker, life is full of surprises! My son had it when he was 2 they called it scarletina just like scarlet but not as bad as in the olden days because they said it was irradiated. So now it changed. Everyone was exposed but Noone else got it. Very high fever and under the skin red rash not raised like tiny small red rash really bad on diaper area neck stomach back any under arms. If you did get it you'll be ok in this day n age. |
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CAT SAVER User ID: 76378390 United States 08/10/2018 05:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: cosmicgypsy That instantly made me to cry......if only others could feel what I feel with you. You're really beautiful. Very lovely!... Sorry, Love…Didn’t mean to make you cry…they’ll come around. At least most of them will, when the great change takes place soon. Love ya, get well…and be well :) Peace I just realized...HA! I can tell YOU! Maybe you'll understand! This morning after I woke up I had this very happy growing feeling in me....I mean it, it made me feel like skipping about. And then I realized the joy I was feeling was due to me preparing to "go," I felt like I was readying myself to "fly the coup," so to speak. I was all in that energy, thinking of nothing else, just hippy-skippy happy with anticipation. And then I thought about everyone else, and my good times feeling crumbled....so, you see, this is why your timely words hit me so hard. It's just been lately, the past few months, I've been thinking about just letting go of life. Then I feel bad for feeling that. I chose to be here, and I've also chosen to stay here (I could've left in Aug. 2008). I'm here for a reason...but still that's been in my thoughts the past few months. I'm wondering though if that isn't an worn out mantra, "I'm hear for a reason. I'm hear for a reason. I'm hear for a reason," one that's long for tossing out. That feeling this morning, it was so free...I felt so excited at what was coming. And, to be very honest, Cherished, I do like that feeling so much better than the pit of pain I feel between my heart and my gut now. There's too much pain here. Too much confusion. Too many lost souls. Way too many without souls. At a fundamental level of my being....I just don't want to be here much more. It makes me incredibly sad...and while I don't feel like I'm giving up, I do feel a failure. I really don't think things were supposed to get this far, this deep in stanky darkness. "We" could've done better, or somehow tried harder. Somehow. I really don't know what anyone can tell me right now, to snap me out of this woe, but I've finally done said it. I'm owning it right now-- I'm fucking tired, and I'd really like to go home now. So hard for me to admit this, because I really do love Humanity with all my heart, but I don't think we're ever going to get over our ease with brutality, as a collective we're still waaay too "dense".... I'd really just like to throw my consciousness backpack over my shoulder, and move on now. The wild wind is calling, and I want to hitch a ride on it out of here. Heh, I kinda symbolically waxed poetic, there.... I'll be okay. Today's a struggle, tomorrow I'll make it better. You, too? Hope you are feeling well, darling woman. you are not alone with the feeling of wanting to go home. i was just thinking about it on my way home from work. i just want my first cat to be there when its time to go home. i miss him . |
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cosmicgypsy (OP) User ID: 74619032 United States 08/10/2018 05:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: cosmicgypsy Yeah, my son's girlfriend says she's been not feeling well for a few months. It started with an UTI for her. I guess it was way worse back in the day, like when you had it. At least she's been correctly diagnosed - kinda hard to miss the full body rash - and she's now on the correct antibiotics to wipe it out. And at least I'm not as hot now.... How is your son doing.....any symptoms with him? Ok...never mind. I see someone else asked same question. I hope your sons's girlfriend stays home & away from people so she doesn't pass it on to anyone else. Does she have any idea where she may have contracted it? I think the UTI she had was cultured for strep, and that was a few months ago. They tested her urine again this morning, but it was clear. She did test positive for strep, I think from a throat swab. She told me today that she's never even had a sore throat. From what I read today - if I remember correctly - there's a particular strain or type of strep bacteria that produces Scarlet Fever. It was some scientific strep name that was a Type A. I dunno, maybe that's why Scarlet Fever is contagious, because of this particular strep type...or it could be a secondary symptom. All I know is I'm treating for it, gladly, and I otherwise have a healthy fear-respect for antibiotics. They can be used too much. She's also staying home. I think she has a five day work excuse, though. She's a sick puppy. She woke up with a fever of 104 (!!!) this morning, and she was tossin' her cookies. They stopped by briefly after the doctor to pick up a bottle of probiotics I have. Her doc told her to get some, and take them. So did the doc I saw this afternoon, but I take very good probiotics already, I just have to watch when I take them now...not too close to taking the antibiotic. Harhar, what a freak show...antibiotics and probiotics. What a world. Of duality.... And, yes, I know the probiotics are prescribed because the antibiotics are going to tear up my good stomach flora. Uhg, I am likely to have the runs here within the next day or two, and that'll last the remainder of the time. I really, REALLY don't like taking antibiotics. Are you taking any colloidal silver or any homeopathics? Yes, I'm using colloidal silver throat spray. I've also powered up on D3K2, and I'm trying to take two probiotics a day. That's kinda hard because I'm only eating just about once a day these days, and I have to eat twice to take the antibiotics, and then twice with the probiotics that I can't take anywhere around the antibiotics. I also take host of supplements. I have zero symptoms today, and will continue on with the antibiotics until they're gone. I'm going to be fine, and I'm sure so is my son's girlfriend. She's told me her rash is fading already. Thanks for all youse guyses concern, and I'm sorry for all of you that have lost loved ones....I really had no idea there would be so many stories like the MANY I've read on this thread. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
cosmicgypsy (OP) User ID: 74619032 United States 08/10/2018 05:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: The Cherished One Sorry, Love…Didn’t mean to make you cry…they’ll come around. At least most of them will, when the great change takes place soon. Love ya, get well…and be well :) Peace I just realized...HA! I can tell YOU! Maybe you'll understand! This morning after I woke up I had this very happy growing feeling in me....I mean it, it made me feel like skipping about. And then I realized the joy I was feeling was due to me preparing to "go," I felt like I was readying myself to "fly the coup," so to speak. I was all in that energy, thinking of nothing else, just hippy-skippy happy with anticipation. And then I thought about everyone else, and my good times feeling crumbled....so, you see, this is why your timely words hit me so hard. It's just been lately, the past few months, I've been thinking about just letting go of life. Then I feel bad for feeling that. I chose to be here, and I've also chosen to stay here (I could've left in Aug. 2008). I'm here for a reason...but still that's been in my thoughts the past few months. I'm wondering though if that isn't an worn out mantra, "I'm hear for a reason. I'm hear for a reason. I'm hear for a reason," one that's long for tossing out. That feeling this morning, it was so free...I felt so excited at what was coming. And, to be very honest, Cherished, I do like that feeling so much better than the pit of pain I feel between my heart and my gut now. There's too much pain here. Too much confusion. Too many lost souls. Way too many without souls. At a fundamental level of my being....I just don't want to be here much more. It makes me incredibly sad...and while I don't feel like I'm giving up, I do feel a failure. I really don't think things were supposed to get this far, this deep in stanky darkness. "We" could've done better, or somehow tried harder. Somehow. I really don't know what anyone can tell me right now, to snap me out of this woe, but I've finally done said it. I'm owning it right now-- I'm fucking tired, and I'd really like to go home now. So hard for me to admit this, because I really do love Humanity with all my heart, but I don't think we're ever going to get over our ease with brutality, as a collective we're still waaay too "dense".... I'd really just like to throw my consciousness backpack over my shoulder, and move on now. The wild wind is calling, and I want to hitch a ride on it out of here. Heh, I kinda symbolically waxed poetic, there.... I'll be okay. Today's a struggle, tomorrow I'll make it better. You, too? Hope you are feeling well, darling woman. you are not alone with the feeling of wanting to go home. i was just thinking about it on my way home from work. i just want my first cat to be there when its time to go home. i miss him . I'm still having a rough time today. I dunno, I probably shouldn't have stuffed my feelings for months. I'm paying for it now. Maybe one more day of beating the shit outta myself, and I'll feel more rock solid again. I can't even right now though.... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Sisterella User ID: 75306080 United States 08/10/2018 06:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I feel SO MUCH happiness you are feeling better my dear “ Sisterella”. Your tenacity of spirit, courageousness, and inspiration for many, reach far and wide. Accolades to you and the many others who truly understand. Thank you, and a whole lot more. May you be blessed with AT LEAST 3 hearty belly laughs per day. |
cosmicgypsy (OP) User ID: 74619032 United States 08/10/2018 06:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I feel SO MUCH happiness you are feeling better my dear “ Sisterella”. Your tenacity of spirit, courageousness, and inspiration for many, reach far and wide. Accolades to you and the many others who truly understand. Thank you, and a whole lot more. Quoting: Sisterella Oh! You joined!..... This is my best friend in the whole wide world, youse guyses! Harhar....now THIS cheered me right up! You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
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