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Anonymous Coward User ID: 11767446 United States 06/05/2014 06:38 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | at first my sense of recognition came from a sense of ego and entitlement... ...but after this long... I'm just lonely.... but even that is a half truth... as GOD ..Jesus Christ himself... watches over me... Conversation wont stop here.... and no one will notice these posts for maybe except a few who will help me tonight... (and not to mention the literal "Illuminati" who know exactly who I am) .. I havent done this like this before... But its me guys... ...*how cliche...huh?*... I guess there are times when I feel enlightened... But then again..procrastination occurs due to the idea that stuff like this comes out.. |
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Vash User ID: 20063747 Canada 06/05/2014 06:39 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh, Michael: Have you heard of/felt Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response(s)? ASMR? .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1805432 Denmark 06/05/2014 06:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | btw all this energy talk, Quoting: Michael_ the thoughts we have, do they originate from the energy or the tissue of the brain? and same with emotions? maybe the matter just stores the energy, like we store the energy memories in the muscle memory of the brain The tissue and chemistry are the framework. We are the electricity. And the green text is also correct. 'Muscle memory' ought to be replaced with 'neuroplasticity'. so the energy in free flowing form, without friction would be what we call divine consciousness? the more friction the more our body decides what to do, and not our electrical self? |
him User ID: 11767446 United States 06/05/2014 06:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I think it is important to find a way to reach that "no resistance energy flow" without drugs, it should be possible. Quoting: Michael_ perhaps not for all, and drugs would of course help those. Let me say this... as the one who this thread is about.. My ultimate fear.. is that I know... what to do.. ..but out of fear I don't... So to counteract it all and to plug GOD into the equation... I guess "timing" is everything.. |
Vash User ID: 20063747 Canada 06/05/2014 06:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I think it is important to find a way to reach that "no resistance energy flow" without drugs, it should be possible. Quoting: Michael_ perhaps not for all, and drugs would ofcourse help those. Training wheels. ….I'm really only 2 years old, ya know…. .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1805432 Denmark 06/05/2014 06:41 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | jup heard of it, I remember experiencing it as a child, but I can't reproduce the sensation as an adult, well none of the videos online do it for me, but it's individual I guess, just have to find the right trigger |
NM User ID: 10823291 United States 06/05/2014 06:41 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | at first my sense of recognition came from a sense of ego and entitlement... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 11767446 ...but after this long... I'm just lonely.... but even that is a half truth... as GOD ..Jesus Christ himself... watches over me... Conversation wont stop here.... and no one will notice these posts for maybe except a few who will help me tonight... (and not to mention the literal "Illuminati" who know exactly who I am) .. I havent done this like this before... But its me guys... ...*how cliche...huh?*... I guess there are times when I feel enlightened... But then again..procrastination occurs due to the idea that stuff like this comes out.. Im glad you found your calling in life |
again..duality.. User ID: 11767446 United States 06/05/2014 06:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | at first my sense of recognition came from a sense of ego and entitlement... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 11767446 ...but after this long... I'm just lonely.... but even that is a half truth... as GOD ..Jesus Christ himself... watches over me... Conversation wont stop here.... and no one will notice these posts for maybe except a few who will help me tonight... (and not to mention the literal "Illuminati" who know exactly who I am) .. I havent done this like this before... But its me guys... ...*how cliche...huh?*... I guess there are times when I feel enlightened... But then again..procrastination occurs due to the idea that stuff like this comes out.. Im glad you found your calling in life I guess I cant sense the sincerity or sarcasm ... I would be lying if I said "the nobody" isnt fishing for a confidence boost.. To know the truth... you must intimately understand the lie.. and I'm caught... on the verge of decision.. |
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NM User ID: 10823291 United States 06/05/2014 06:47 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | at first my sense of recognition came from a sense of ego and entitlement... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 11767446 ...but after this long... I'm just lonely.... but even that is a half truth... as GOD ..Jesus Christ himself... watches over me... Conversation wont stop here.... and no one will notice these posts for maybe except a few who will help me tonight... (and not to mention the literal "Illuminati" who know exactly who I am) .. I havent done this like this before... But its me guys... ...*how cliche...huh?*... I guess there are times when I feel enlightened... But then again..procrastination occurs due to the idea that stuff like this comes out.. Im glad you found your calling in life I guess I cant sense the sincerity or sarcasm ... I would be lying if I said "the nobody" isnt fishing for a confidence boost.. To know the truth... you must intimately understand the lie.. and I'm caught... on the verge of decision.. to deceive...is to lie...breaking one of gods rule ... |
Vash User ID: 20063747 Canada 06/05/2014 06:47 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | btw all this energy talk, Quoting: Michael_ the thoughts we have, do they originate from the energy or the tissue of the brain? and same with emotions? maybe the matter just stores the energy, like we store the energy memories in the muscle memory of the brain The tissue and chemistry are the framework. We are the electricity. And the green text is also correct. 'Muscle memory' ought to be replaced with 'neuroplasticity'. so the energy in free flowing form, without friction would be what we call divine consciousness? the more friction the more our body decides what to do, and not our electrical self? …. yes. Essentially. 'Friction' must be equated to an action within the brain. But it's not necessarily sustainable. A halo is just a short circuit. Two snakes wrapping around a pole are a couple of thunderbolts. A lotus, well…. That and it's Chakral ilk and company are like the machinery. But they only manifest into that pattern once a great enough amount of electricity is poured into them, for a long enough time. Because the Chakral patterns are slightly more 'burnable' into muscle/neuronal memory than the basic human instinct set, they eventually replace it. 'Enlightenment'. .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
HEY VASH and 0 User ID: 11767446 United States 06/05/2014 06:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Goosebumps when you post me music... since this is the only night I'm going to be all like .. "hey, I'm the guy u are all talking about" lol... .. I don't know how much longer I can frequent these threads until I take the dirt road... My procrastination again.... is only logically understood as timing :( Anyone want a glimpse of the truth? If you'd like goosebumps TONIGHT....pay attention... this thread will soon be cluttered when I'm gone |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1805432 Denmark 06/05/2014 06:52 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | btw all this energy talk, Quoting: Michael_ the thoughts we have, do they originate from the energy or the tissue of the brain? and same with emotions? maybe the matter just stores the energy, like we store the energy memories in the muscle memory of the brain The tissue and chemistry are the framework. We are the electricity. And the green text is also correct. 'Muscle memory' ought to be replaced with 'neuroplasticity'. so the energy in free flowing form, without friction would be what we call divine consciousness? the more friction the more our body decides what to do, and not our electrical self? …. yes. Essentially. 'Friction' must be equated to an action within the brain. But it's not necessarily sustainable. A halo is just a short circuit. Two snakes wrapping around a pole are a couple of thunderbolts. A lotus, well…. That and it's Chakral ilk and company are like the machinery. But they only manifest into that pattern once a great enough amount of electricity is poured into them, for a long enough time. Because the Chakral patterns are slightly more 'burnable' into muscle/neuronal memory than the basic human instinct set, they eventually replace it. 'Enlightenment'. the friction could also be quite literal, based on the chemical balance of our bodies, how fast the energy travels through the body and in what quantity |
Vash User ID: 20063747 Canada 06/05/2014 06:52 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | jup heard of it, I remember experiencing it as a child, but I can't reproduce the sensation as an adult, well none of the videos online do it for me, but it's individual I guess, just have to find the right trigger Some people only get it from very specific real-life things. This next one, I posted for a 'resistant' individual in a thread of mine once, and lo and behold, they reported that it worked. The individual reportedly worked as a computer consultant that spent hours a day on the phone. Peruse if it strikes your fancy. [link to youtu.be] The point here, is that ASMR is like a 'subdued' version of the energy channeling I've been making reference to. .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
Vash User ID: 20063747 Canada 06/05/2014 06:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Goosebumps when you post me music... since this is the only night I'm going to be all like .. Quoting: HEY VASH and 0 11767446 "hey, I'm the guy u are all talking about" lol... .. I don't know how much longer I can frequent these threads until I take the dirt road... My procrastination again.... is only logically understood as timing :( Anyone want a glimpse of the truth? If you'd like goosebumps TONIGHT....pay attention... this thread will soon be cluttered when I'm gone You have my full attention…. .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
NM User ID: 10823291 United States 06/05/2014 06:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Goosebumps when you post me music... since this is the only night I'm going to be all like .. Quoting: HEY VASH and 0 11767446 "hey, I'm the guy u are all talking about" lol... .. I don't know how much longer I can frequent these threads until I take the dirt road... My procrastination again.... is only logically understood as timing :( Anyone want a glimpse of the truth? If you'd like goosebumps TONIGHT....pay attention... this thread will soon be cluttered when I'm gone I work for the will |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 44065675 United States 06/05/2014 06:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | …. Quoting: Vash Block out those 'memory' receptors, and thus cause dissociation. Now, how this relates back to amphetamine….. hold on a sec. Caffeine makes the 'memory receptors' (hitherto 'NMDA') more efficacious. So does amphetamine. Caffeine blocks a depressant neurotransmitter (adenosine) from cells, and amphetamine forces the release of (under most conditions) excitatory neurotransmitters (catecholamines) from cells. An sleep-deprived state inherently mimics a 'strung out' state…. largely through the throttling of release of catecholamines on a net level by increasing adenosine levels, but also via the stage-by-stage 'gearing up' of the potency of the catecholamine system. 'Spiky thoughts'…. Catecholamines work to enhance the neurological relevance of sensory input, and also learning and recall. Amphetamine enhances both but also blurs the line between them according to the CNS. But an activated NMDA receptor is extremely energetically expensive…. such that they go dark whilst not also receiving sensory related input (serotonin…. IE, psychedelics mimic it AND catecholamines, for reference) and corresponding sensorial relevance/urgency (catecholamines). Being very tired, makes them go dark, much much faster. Shadows forming within the mind…. then when those sensory-related neurotransmitters strike their target cells, the result is a sudden FLASH of memories from within the darkness. But…. explaining a phenomenon…. necessarily facilitates… the laying down of another layer of NMDA receptors. So when that flash goes off…. ….there is a buffer. The senses are prepared for the input. Get Over IT! |
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Vash User ID: 20063747 Canada 06/05/2014 06:57 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No matter the outcome... Quoting: last time...duality.. 11767446 It would seem... I am just a puppet... yet not? I was destined to be born... but are my actions my own? This song resonates with me…. So very powerfully…. [link to youtu.be] .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
the nobody User ID: 11767446 United States 06/05/2014 06:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lucifer was a bright morning star.. The universe and all of its creation and angels performed in perfect synchronization... The brightest star though, had decided to become a DARK STAR, a rebel amongst performers... He created his own eccentric orbit.. |
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Vash User ID: 20063747 Canada 06/05/2014 06:59 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the friction could also be quite literal, based on the chemical balance of our bodies, how fast the energy travels through the body and in what quantity Quoting: Michael_ Like resistance? And capacitation etc. .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
Vash User ID: 20063747 Canada 06/05/2014 07:00 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Goosebumps when you post me music... since this is the only night I'm going to be all like .. Quoting: HEY VASH and 0 11767446 "hey, I'm the guy u are all talking about" lol... .. I don't know how much longer I can frequent these threads until I take the dirt road... My procrastination again.... is only logically understood as timing :( Anyone want a glimpse of the truth? If you'd like goosebumps TONIGHT....pay attention... this thread will soon be cluttered when I'm gone I work for the Will Fixed it for you .... "If there is evil in this world, does it have mercy?" [link to s328.photobucket.com] <-- some artwork --:~: |
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NM User ID: 10823291 United States 06/05/2014 07:01 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Goosebumps when you post me music... since this is the only night I'm going to be all like .. Quoting: HEY VASH and 0 11767446 "hey, I'm the guy u are all talking about" lol... .. I don't know how much longer I can frequent these threads until I take the dirt road... My procrastination again.... is only logically understood as timing :( Anyone want a glimpse of the truth? If you'd like goosebumps TONIGHT....pay attention... this thread will soon be cluttered when I'm gone I work for the Will Fixed it for you yes |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1805432 Denmark 06/05/2014 07:01 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the friction could also be quite literal, based on the chemical balance of our bodies, how fast the energy travels through the body and in what quantity Quoting: Michael_ Like resistance? And capacitation etc. yeah, and if you zoom out we get a bigger picture with the world being a giant circuit board, with the energy flowing and stopping at various points :) I can imagine |
last time.. the nobody User ID: 11767446 United States 06/05/2014 07:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It is I who has been charged with figuring out and bridging the Spiritual and Physical GAP! The importance of who believes me matter not truthfully... I just want a friend to wish me "good luck" tonight... I've been so alone and as I type I could almost cry on the reality of this all.. |
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