The Illuminati was made a offer they couldn't refuse.

I have no idea, why i am posting at all actually - it's like an artistic instinst, with the public opinion being the "work", thus the "bad conscience" sometimes.

Yeah it's also that deep inside you know you still need social contacts to survive.

But try with real people too from time to time ;)

Very beautiful!!

Signs of breathtaking depression

moarning?

Do You expect sympathy or empathy,

when You Yourself sound so selfloathing, arrogant and

in fact - if we stop playing games -

you are mocking the one bee which you play with, openly

clearly You are a sick perverted agent

who, which everyone here knows, oh so joyfully - all of You

shift roles (perhaps shifthspae) in YOUR obsession of ONE person

You have given the nickname NOBODY

keeping under a lockdown surveillance and

as the person and victim is broken down

you post the Nobodys 'status' as 'your own' wording

cleverly but exposed since long

hacking Nobodys life, computer and now reporting a 'death struggle'

while sucking out the slightest bit of creativity left

and using it as 'your own' originality

presented via sites and your own 'quotes'

let me know when I should expose YOU ALL

as the true ones YOU are -

and who will help 'THE NOBODY'

or are you all addicte by pretending to BE *HIM*?

Yes, no wonder you loath your self - you aint got one.

sick.

seek help.

I am individual, as in one not two. And how can I sound like Kyra? I don't use F--- word. :-) no offense Kyra, but true. Such vulgar words for a LADY TO USE.

Annasann was a beautiful picture in the beginning. But, you two in function of one, on earthly human vessel, failed. It simply can not stand on lies.

Each of us will stand before GOD when that time comes, and we will stand as individuals, not two in one!

Is it you WS? If yes, glad to see you are doing fine :) This thread seems indeed a bit depressing without your uplifting mood.

Rest well and take care

indivisible


not separable: not capable of being separated into parts
not multiple of number: not capable of being divided by a given number without leaving a mathematical remainder

Our country is in danger, but not to be despaired of. Our enemies are numerous and powerful; but we have many friends, determining to be free, and heaven and earth will aid the resolution. On you depend the fortunes of America. You are to decide the important question, on which rest the happiness and liberty of millions yet unborn. Act worthy of yourselves.

Joseph Warren, Boston Massacre Oration, March 6, 1775

Patriotism is as much a virtue as justice, and is as necessary for the support of societies as natural affection is for the support of families.

Benjamin Rush, letter to His Fellow Countrymen: On Patriotism, October 20, 1773

Resolved: That these colonies are, and of right ought to be, free and independent states, that they are absolved of all allegiance to the British Crown, and that all political connection between them and the state of Great Britain is, and ought to be, totally dissolved. That it is expedient forthwith to take the most effectual measures for forming foreign Alliances. That a plan of confederation be prepared and transmitted to the respective colonies for their consideration and approbation.

Richard Henry Lee, Resolution in Congress, June 7, 1776

Hey choco,

you and 145 makes MY Mood uplifted.

For that, I am grateful.

So that is how the wheel is turning...

It canb be done UPlifted,

some here wish to go in reverse

I dont like down-ward-spirals.

Enough of that...

Im sorry though to see this site

with OBVIOUS loads of serious talent, charm and

loads of extremely gifted and full of energy - participants

spending their God-given gifts / talents

on destructive and dysfunctional breakdown activities

it sucks the sanity out of EVERYBODY


not to mention, if there is a "NOBODY" person

I would gladly kick the balls - on the spineless abusers

and violators of the divine,

brb

I feet sick

I think I need to throw up

Perhaps this is how it feels

first weeks of a pregnacy?

I feel we are all coming down

with a new birth

this year...

3 fastmoving objects in the sky

eager to deliver

a Message

to Mother "Earth"?


...


I once felt the ultra-sensitivity a female can

as she is a lifegiver

I literally felt the power of the wind

who gently stroked each grass of the vast fields

feeding the animal kingdom, nurturing


NURTURING

Nursing


The elements bow to that ONE POWER


its the circle of life, as those aquainted of mysteries know

The BUILDERS have my highest sincerest respect

be they Templar Knights or Masons

but, a MOTHER, carrying forth A Spirits Temple;


a bew born Man

Has MY utmost ... aw


so, call me PAGAN? I worship Mother "Earth"

The Mother is our origin.

It makes me FURIOUS when the children of Her's

spit on creation of their sister an brothers

worshippers of decay and reverse 'engineering'

as destruction and the dysfunctional

I hoped poster !145! and others, like you and others

would share your wisdom here, but

it seems this thread goes into ... the reverse

... if its not disciplined or directed,

its immature... its unworthy

even if the NOBODY and its OP no. 13 is 'made up'

to me, we all are -

...

and now Im gonna use a Sir I respect

who is Mr. ELTON JOHN... to honour

both THE LION KING

and

THE CIRCLE OF LIFE




[link to www.youtube.com]


...


ps. Im not spending my energy on this forum anymore

In trying to become a BUILDER

but of a binary 'fo0rmat'

I might share it here

or leave it up to the hackers to find it

so this forum wont collapse, having nothing to do

since the military on here live on vampire and parasite on others creation

;)

//


xo to chocolate and xyz an 145 etc - who I like.




To "The Father" -

please help us forgive others,

as they forgive us...

and help us not get tempted

...

(that prayers is older then the temples of Egypt)

guess its worth repeating often

since others piss us off ;) OR tempt our temperament ;P

and a Pregnant Mother need no more storms

but the thunder is welcome as it arrives this spring.

;) (Your welcome, decoders.)

.

It's ok. :)

I was raised, in the country, on a small farm.

I am the oldest. I hung out with my brother, and his friends. No girls, my age, lived close by, until my late teens.

I rode horses, camped out, went fishing, rode motorcycles, raced cars, and I can use a gun/rifle. Even tho, I very much look like a girl, I am kind of a tomboy.

I pitched city A League softball and played in A League volleyball, in my 20's.

I gave birth to boys. I get along better with men, than women. I understand them.

The F word...says a whole lot, without rambling on, since, I am not much of a talker.

I can be very feminine, too.

There are people, online, who I have allowed to see my pictures...so I tell no lie.

You're welcome. And regarding 145, as I said previously, he's a VERY close friend ;) Since GLP has banned my computer at work...


I'd love to share more, but I need interesting questions, that's the way it goes. And you are among those who ask interesting questions. It takes 2 to have a discussion.

I understand if you want to leave the thread, the energies around here are very negative sometimes.

I still hope to share with you more in the future, but it's not pressing. I'll be around.

If I don't see then until then, have a Happy new year's eve ;)

I forgot to say that I was a handful, for my poor mother.

The nobody will figure this out and karma is a bitch, I'd hate to be a mocker.

It's way more tricky than that.

First of all not too many people can imagine, how spirit works, because they lack the instincts for it. What may look pathetic at the first sight, actually isn't, because the only way to keep up the tension and not to lose the plot, is to avoid any contact whatsoever in the productive phases (and this may go on for weeks or even months), because otherwise it feels like someone would hit you with a knife in the back and half an hour to an hour is needed to get the tension back again.

Second, the drive to solitude, is my dominant instinct since the last 20 years or so and at the end of it stands the hermit, who doesn't need anything or anyone anymore, because the self sufficiency and therefore happiness is total and nothing is able to shatter it anymore a la Nietzsche/Zarathustra (2 1/2 years in solitary confinement, was the major breakthrough in this direction).

Things may get pretty ugly though, due to overworking like now, but that's my voluntariy choice and doesn't affect my general happiness, which can be restored within a couple days of rest.

As far as the world goes, there is not a single thing, i could gain out of it, because i am already in "heaven" and can only lose it and the best what could happen, would be to spend the next 50 years in a monastery, or similar places, because this would mean "eternal" happiness.

Being pushed in this direction, is yet another rape of monumental proportions, because a chief nun isn't for sure the most fitting person to work in a brothel, or studying law, may be not the best way to become an engineer.

Given my luck, i believe something like this is in the making and the only way to deal with it, due to lack of experience, is having a faith and will power so strong, that the character change would border on magic.

Constantly surviving this type of situations, makes the "whole" human in the end.

Oh and BTW, there's no prob with being "pagan". Some people made the term pejorative, but it only means, "country dweller" from the latin Paganus. People from the countryside are certainly not more stupid or less wise than those from the metropolis (I'm not a city-dweller).

They have a very old and noble wisdom, a natural kindness and a respect for all things. So no shame in the word pagan.

You may be surprised, but living in a monastery doesn't mean being isolated from the world. Quite the contrary, they see many more faces than I do.

I stayed in one for a few days and they have many rooms open for retreat, and a Dominican brother who's a good friend of mine is a barkeeper and is a fantastic person to talk with (Dominican have to work in the "secular" society).

Can you just remind me how it ended up for poor "antichrist" Friedrich (That's how he called himself in a book)? I just can't remember?

The constant irony, isn't a coincidence by the way, because that's the way how happiness manifests itself, when i am left with me alone (everything looks like comedy), but getting this kind of attitude in real life, is like climbing yet another Mount Everest.

funny Kyra, after that little biography of you, sounds very familar.:-) I too am little tom boyish...used that F word all the time too.:-) I just finally chose not to, but that is an individual choice of mine:-)My GOD Given birthright.
And I'm sure you are a beautiful Lady!

BTW, proud owner of Glock 19 and 30 alt six automatic. And (3) compund bows.:-)

WS, if you want, don't hesitate to forward me to one of your threads, or even another board if you prefer :)

Friedrich pushed me in this direction, towards the end of the nineties, end his Zarathustra ideal can be reached. My understanding of solitude is, like Nietzsche understands it.

For me the irony is both when alone or through others :) They sometimes are like channels for it to manifest. So go figure

I meant, how HIS life ended up. There's a tradeoff in being somewhat nihilist.

In the end, solitude is needed, to develop ideas and the world to realize them.

Well, in MY opinion ;) it's all about balance, once again. Solitude sometimes, and reunion sometimes.

Cool!!

Thank you!

I'm just a little thing. 100 lbs., of trouble. lol

If he lived on 10-20 years longer, he would have found to God.