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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 06:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I saw something the other day which perhaps will put it another way. Quoting: Seer777 Do you think 'you' are the only one looking out of your eyes? Nope! But, as you may know, I am a 'special kind' of crazy. Indeed, the thought helps me sleep at night, even. "I am never alone." I found that thread title interesting. Because I didn't really look at it through that 'view' if you will. I always felt it more of a 'right next to you' sort of thing. Like the proverbial angel/devil on the shoulders. 'Through the eyes' offered a different vantage point which I appreciated pondering on for a bit. :EyeCee: Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/06/2013 06:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Project Hessdalen Hessdalen is a small valley in the central part of Norway. At the end of 1981 through 1984, residents of the Valley became concerned and alarmed about strange, unexplained lights that appeared at many locations throughout the Valley. Hundreds of lights were observed. At the peak of activity there were about 20 reports a week............. Quoting: observation[link to www.hessdalen.org] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31892619 05/06/2013 06:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lol Dion. I immediately thought of you and poor Dion for all he has seen. I think I'll be apologizing to you til the end of days ever since you asked why I sold that guy something almost a year ago. Thank you for watching out for us and all you do and I am so sorry I've been such a monstrosity to your eyes. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31892619 Who are you directing this toward? Care to come out of the dark? It was directed to Dion. Sorry Seer. I would love to come out of the dark :) Spent enough time there I think. Seriously though Seer I am anonymous. Is it Nippy out today Pi in God's country? |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 06:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lol Dion. I immediately thought of you and poor Dion for all he has seen. I think I'll be apologizing to you til the end of days ever since you asked why I sold that guy something almost a year ago. Thank you for watching out for us and all you do and I am so sorry I've been such a monstrosity to your eyes. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31892619 Who are you directing this toward? Care to come out of the dark? It was directed to Dion. Sorry Seer. I would love to come out of the dark :) Spent enough time there I think. Seriously though Seer I am anonymous. Is it Nippy out today Pi in God's country? Huh. Hello there. No it is actually quite beautiful. Almost too warm! Visited a greenhouse today with a room-mate. I wish I had brought my camera... |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 06:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lol Dion. I immediately thought of you and poor Dion for all he has seen. I think I'll be apologizing to you til the end of days ever since you asked why I sold that guy something almost a year ago. Thank you for watching out for us and all you do and I am so sorry I've been such a monstrosity to your eyes. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31892619 Who are you directing this toward? Care to come out of the dark? It was directed to Dion. Sorry Seer. I would love to come out of the dark :) Spent enough time there I think. Seriously though Seer I am anonymous. Is it Nippy out today Pi in God's country? Thank you for clarifying. It was the 'you' which confused me. No worries. :) Last Edited by Seer777 on 05/06/2013 06:39 PM Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 06:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I saw something the other day which perhaps will put it another way. Quoting: Seer777 Do you think 'you' are the only one looking out of your eyes? Nope! But, as you may know, I am a 'special kind' of crazy. Indeed, the thought helps me sleep at night, even. "I am never alone." I found that thread title interesting. Because I didn't really look at it through that 'view' if you will. I always felt it more of a 'right next to you' sort of thing. Like the proverbial angel/devil on the shoulders. 'Through the eyes' offered a different vantage point which I appreciated pondering on for a bit. :EyeCee: I do sometimes 'switch' configurations.... Though notably, the 'right next to you' feeling is something I only notice when enraged and/or frightened and deciding what to do next. Sort of what this image represents for me: :BRSKundalinI: |
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Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 06:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Project Hessdalen Quoting: aether Hessdalen is a small valley in the central part of Norway. At the end of 1981 through 1984, residents of the Valley became concerned and alarmed about strange, unexplained lights that appeared at many locations throughout the Valley. Hundreds of lights were observed. At the peak of activity there were about 20 reports a week............. Quoting: observation[link to www.hessdalen.org] Spirits? Aliens? Alien Spirits? |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 06:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I do sometimes 'switch' configurations.... Quoting: Azeratel Axo Though notably, the 'right next to you' feeling is something I only notice when enraged and/or frightened and deciding what to do next. Sort of what this image represents for me: :BRSKundalinI: What is it behind her? It looks a bit like a dragon crossed with a horse and dog. Is it a specific being in the anime? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 06:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I do sometimes 'switch' configurations.... Quoting: Azeratel Axo Though notably, the 'right next to you' feeling is something I only notice when enraged and/or frightened and deciding what to do next. Sort of what this image represents for me: :BRSKundalinI: What is it behind her? It looks a bit like a dragon crossed with a horse and dog. Is it a specific being in the anime? It is merely a 'radiant energy' Horse, dragon, dog, wolf, what have you. 'Icy Hand at the back of ones' neck, hair stands on end' ...type deal. |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 06:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Project Hessdalen Quoting: aether Hessdalen is a small valley in the central part of Norway. At the end of 1981 through 1984, residents of the Valley became concerned and alarmed about strange, unexplained lights that appeared at many locations throughout the Valley. Hundreds of lights were observed. At the peak of activity there were about 20 reports a week............. Quoting: observation[link to www.hessdalen.org] Spirits? Aliens? Alien Spirits? Buddha pilots! Haha. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 06:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I do sometimes 'switch' configurations.... Quoting: Azeratel Axo Though notably, the 'right next to you' feeling is something I only notice when enraged and/or frightened and deciding what to do next. Sort of what this image represents for me: :BRSKundalinI: What is it behind her? It looks a bit like a dragon crossed with a horse and dog. Is it a specific being in the anime? It is merely a 'radiant energy' Horse, dragon, dog, wolf, what have you. 'Icy Hand at the back of ones' neck, hair stands on end' ...type deal. I see. Does it feel cold to you? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 06:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh, yes, absolutely! Indeed, if I am in a cold environment, KundalinI and kriya tend to make me colder. Stimulants may counter this phenomenon. I have an incomplete hypothesis on why this is so. What about you? By the way, ASMR is a much different feeling for me, and is warm, not cold. |
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aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/06/2013 07:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Project Hessdalen Quoting: aether Hessdalen is a small valley in the central part of Norway. At the end of 1981 through 1984, residents of the Valley became concerned and alarmed about strange, unexplained lights that appeared at many locations throughout the Valley. Hundreds of lights were observed. At the peak of activity there were about 20 reports a week............. Quoting: observation[link to www.hessdalen.org] Spirits? Aliens? Alien Spirits? “Boitatá Quoting: observationThis is a Brazilian version of the myth that explains the Will o' Wisp or Saint-Elmo's Fire which exists in almost all cultures. In Germany, it is the Irrlicht (the mad light) carried by tiny and invisible dwarves. In England it is the Jack Lantern who, in the form of a ghost, guides the travelers through the bogs and wetlands; in France it is the Sinister Moine des Marais (monk from the wetlands), with the same attributes as the swamp guides; in Portugal they are the alminhas (little souls), the souls of the pagan boys or the apparition of a soul who left behind some buried money and can't save itself until this treasure is found by someone. In Brazil this is one of the oldest myths, and it's origin is almost entirely indigenous. It would be a fire-snake that wandered the fields, protecting against those who try to set fire to them. Sometimes it's transformed into a thick burning log that kills by combustion those who burn the fields uselessly. The boitatá was mentioned by the priest Anchieta in his São Vicente letter dated of May 31, 1560. The priest translated its name as a ‘thing of fire, that is all fire'. Mbai means thing, and tatá fire, giving the exact version: a living fire that moves, leaving a bright track. Since there's another similar tupi word, mboi, that means snake, we come to mboi-tatá, the fire snake. It is also known as a serpent of fire that lives in the water, or a big snake that kills the animals and eats their eyes; that's why it is so full of light — it's the light of their eyes. [It can be] a bull or an ox that breathes fire from it's mouth or a bad person's spirit who wanders the land, torching the fields or running around as a firecracker or a torch, in differing versions. It is known by different names in different regions of Brazil. In the Northeast is called batatão, in the center-south is boitatá, bitatá, batatá and baitatá. In the state of Minas Gerais, it's known as batatal, and in Bahia it's called biatatá. Cautiously, the priest Anchieta said: ‘What it may be is still not known for sure'.” [link to globalvoicesonline.org] Last Edited by aether on 01/27/2014 02:36 PM |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 07:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh, yes, absolutely! Indeed, if I am in a cold environment, KundalinI and kriya tend to make me colder. Stimulants may counter this phenomenon. I have an incomplete hypothesis on why this is so. What about you? By the way, ASMR is a much different feeling for me, and is warm, not cold. It does not. It feels warm. Some times hot. Like I mentioned with my hands earlier. The only time I experienced the 'cold' was for a week this last January. I literally laid on the baseboard heater for a week. Nothing helped. Then it went away. But, that was a difficult time. ASMR makes me visibly shiver and be covered in goosebumps. But the feeling is lovely regardless. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
aether (OP) User ID: 38278041 United Kingdom 05/06/2013 07:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh, yes, absolutely! Indeed, if I am in a cold environment, KundalinI and kriya tend to make me colder. Stimulants may counter this phenomenon. I have an incomplete hypothesis on why this is so. What about you? By the way, ASMR is a much different feeling for me, and is warm, not cold. i vary on that i notice generally i run cool "it" runs warm then i go warm (glow) and skin becomes sunburnt (face) for hours to days thus we both match texture |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 07:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh, yes, absolutely! Indeed, if I am in a cold environment, KundalinI and kriya tend to make me colder. Stimulants may counter this phenomenon. I have an incomplete hypothesis on why this is so. What about you? By the way, ASMR is a much different feeling for me, and is warm, not cold. i vary on that i notice generally i run cool "it" runs warm then i go warm (glow) and skin becomes sunburnt (face) for hours to days thus we both match texture Yes. .... Note, Seer, that aether has expanded on this in a way that fits me very well. Last Edited by pi on 05/06/2013 07:05 PM |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 07:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh, yes, absolutely! Indeed, if I am in a cold environment, KundalinI and kriya tend to make me colder. Stimulants may counter this phenomenon. I have an incomplete hypothesis on why this is so. What about you? By the way, ASMR is a much different feeling for me, and is warm, not cold. i vary on that i notice generally i run cool "it" runs warm then i go warm (glow) and skin becomes sunburnt (face) for hours to days thus we both match texture Yes. .... Note, Seer, that aether has expanded on this in a way that fits me very well. Yes. It could be environmental as well. We all live in cooler climates. For most of the year, if I am inside, I am under a blanket. I was alone at the beach house at the time, an was unaware of another heater I could have utilized. I thought it was something else. But then, even showers didn't help. I believe that was around the time I had the merkaba 'dream'. Where I woke up 'on fire'. I would have to look. The timing is right. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31892619 05/06/2013 07:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lol Dion. I immediately thought of you and poor Dion for all he has seen. I think I'll be apologizing to you til the end of days ever since you asked why I sold that guy something almost a year ago. Thank you for watching out for us and all you do and I am so sorry I've been such a monstrosity to your eyes. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 31892619 Who are you directing this toward? Care to come out of the dark? It was directed to Dion. Sorry Seer. I would love to come out of the dark :) Spent enough time there I think. Seriously though Seer I am anonymous. Is it Nippy out today Pi in God's country? Huh. Hello there. No it is actually quite beautiful. Almost too warm! Visited a greenhouse today with a room-mate. I wish I had brought my camera... Too warm in Canada!?! Ah just remember Mid-January and that then should cool you down some :) That's cool you got to see some plants. I'm looking forward to spending more outdoor time here myself and communing with nature and the plants. |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 07:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh, yes, absolutely! Indeed, if I am in a cold environment, KundalinI and kriya tend to make me colder. Stimulants may counter this phenomenon. I have an incomplete hypothesis on why this is so. What about you? By the way, ASMR is a much different feeling for me, and is warm, not cold. It does not. It feels warm. Some times hot. Like I mentioned with my hands earlier. The only time I experienced the 'cold' was for a week this last January. I literally laid on the baseboard heater for a week. Nothing helped. Then it went away. But, that was a difficult time. ASMR makes me visibly shiver and be covered in goosebumps. But the feeling is lovely regardless. I know more than one type of 'cold'. For example.... opiate withdrawals I love this song, so I'll replay it.... [link to youtu.be] .... The withdrawal is described by the singer.... however, he leaves out the feeling of having one's Soul drain away and being an empty husk in an icy wasteland.... Imagine not only feeling cold, but feeling as though there is only one thing that can make you warm again: ...that one thing in the whole world you promised God just days ago that you would never touch again.... .... Last Edited by pi on 05/06/2013 07:15 PM |
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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 07:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Mid-January indeed. It was after the 'cold week'. Interesting... I had a strange experience last night that I am still trying to understand. Quoting: Seer777 Essentially, I was in a state in between conscious and unconscious just after I fell asleep. I felt myself in this state, being jostled to and fro...like I was being flipped over, again and again. However, I was inside some type of...star like shape, the star of David. But it was just white 'lines' if that makes sense, surrounded by blackness. When I woke, I was completely saturated in sweat, on fire it felt, although I have felt cold for over a week now. When I came completely to...all I thought was 'what was that?' It is hard to recall exactly as I went back to sleep for the rest of the night. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 07:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Mid-January indeed. Quoting: Seer777 It was after the 'cold week'. Interesting... I had a strange experience last night that I am still trying to understand. Quoting: Seer777 Essentially, I was in a state in between conscious and unconscious just after I fell asleep. I felt myself in this state, being jostled to and fro...like I was being flipped over, again and again. However, I was inside some type of...star like shape, the star of David. But it was just white 'lines' if that makes sense, surrounded by blackness. When I woke, I was completely saturated in sweat, on fire it felt, although I have felt cold for over a week now. When I came completely to...all I thought was 'what was that?' It is hard to recall exactly as I went back to sleep for the rest of the night. Curious..... I remember something similar a month or two later. But I was awake. It was around the time when I got it in my head that KundalinI = Holy Ghost vector |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 07:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Mid-January indeed. Quoting: Seer777 It was after the 'cold week'. Interesting... I had a strange experience last night that I am still trying to understand. Quoting: Seer777 Essentially, I was in a state in between conscious and unconscious just after I fell asleep. I felt myself in this state, being jostled to and fro...like I was being flipped over, again and again. However, I was inside some type of...star like shape, the star of David. But it was just white 'lines' if that makes sense, surrounded by blackness. When I woke, I was completely saturated in sweat, on fire it felt, although I have felt cold for over a week now. When I came completely to...all I thought was 'what was that?' It is hard to recall exactly as I went back to sleep for the rest of the night. Curious..... I remember something similar a month or two later. But I was awake. It was around the time when I got it in my head that KundalinI = Holy Ghost vector I didn't know what to attribute it to at the time. But I had my theories... It happened the night of 1/17/13 exactly one year to the day, my 'dark week of the soul' began. I don't believe I mentioned that at the time. Due what was occurring on this thread...and elsewhere. It scared me. I'll admit it. The 'timing' especially. It still does... Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 07:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Mid-January indeed. Quoting: Seer777 It was after the 'cold week'. Interesting... I had a strange experience last night that I am still trying to understand. Quoting: Seer777 Essentially, I was in a state in between conscious and unconscious just after I fell asleep. I felt myself in this state, being jostled to and fro...like I was being flipped over, again and again. However, I was inside some type of...star like shape, the star of David. But it was just white 'lines' if that makes sense, surrounded by blackness. When I woke, I was completely saturated in sweat, on fire it felt, although I have felt cold for over a week now. When I came completely to...all I thought was 'what was that?' It is hard to recall exactly as I went back to sleep for the rest of the night. Curious..... I remember something similar a month or two later. But I was awake. It was around the time when I got it in my head that KundalinI = Holy Ghost vector I didn't know what to attribute it to at the time. But I had my theories... It happened the night of 1/17/13 exactly one year to the day, my 'dark week of the soul' began. I don't believe I mentioned that at the time. Due what was occurring on this thread...and elsewhere. It scared me. I'll admit it. The 'timing' especially. It still does... I found it very, very intense. Other than that, it is one of the few things I feel I have truly 'conquered', and that I am not worried about the return thereof for another round. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 31892619 05/06/2013 07:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Mid-January indeed. Quoting: Seer777 It was after the 'cold week'. Interesting... I had a strange experience last night that I am still trying to understand. Quoting: Seer777 Essentially, I was in a state in between conscious and unconscious just after I fell asleep. I felt myself in this state, being jostled to and fro...like I was being flipped over, again and again. However, I was inside some type of...star like shape, the star of David. But it was just white 'lines' if that makes sense, surrounded by blackness. When I woke, I was completely saturated in sweat, on fire it felt, although I have felt cold for over a week now. When I came completely to...all I thought was 'what was that?' It is hard to recall exactly as I went back to sleep for the rest of the night. :LightBody: Seer, incidentally I asked God on your behalf to check on you and heal you if it was for your highest good when this happened. I don't know if this was a direct result or not (probably not) but I asked the day before. I am sorry if it was uncomfortable or scared you. I failed to mention it before. I am sorry. |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 05/06/2013 07:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Mid-January indeed. Quoting: Seer777 It was after the 'cold week'. Interesting... I had a strange experience last night that I am still trying to understand. Quoting: Seer777 Essentially, I was in a state in between conscious and unconscious just after I fell asleep. I felt myself in this state, being jostled to and fro...like I was being flipped over, again and again. However, I was inside some type of...star like shape, the star of David. But it was just white 'lines' if that makes sense, surrounded by blackness. When I woke, I was completely saturated in sweat, on fire it felt, although I have felt cold for over a week now. When I came completely to...all I thought was 'what was that?' It is hard to recall exactly as I went back to sleep for the rest of the night. Seer, incidentally I asked God on your behalf to check on you and heal you if it was for your highest good when this happened. I don't know if this was a direct result or not (probably not) but I asked the day before. I am sorry if it was uncomfortable or scared you. I failed to mention it before. I am sorry. This isn't AGC, is it? |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 05/06/2013 07:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I found it very, very intense. Other than that, it is one of the few things I feel I have truly 'conquered', and that I am not worried about the return thereof for another round. I felt completely at the mercy of 'it'. Besides the 'white lines' I was held within. Them. There were two...forces. On either side. As they would pull, I would spin 90 degrees, left, right, left, right, back and forth. Over and over. ... It is what it is I suppose. The timing spooked me, to the point of not mentioning it. If I did mention it, I veiled it. As I often do. Many layers... Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |