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aether (OP) User ID: 49170728 United Kingdom 11/25/2013 05:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | .... Quoting: Seer777 How has everyone's sleep been of late? I was 'up' a good portion the night last night personally speaking... Terrible. That said..... today feels OK. I've been quite 'overactivated' lately, as I think you've gathered. Good afternoon everyone. :) our last 2 night i have slept noticeably well , nourishing is the awakening sensation good afternoon |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 05:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nice. Is it the gentle slow flakes? I like those. Sunny here. But cold. Good afternoon everyone. good morning, it is cold enough for snow here I chased the Sun around the back garden area for the last few hours. Had to move my chair 5 times... Elusive that one. During the cold months that is... Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
aether (OP) User ID: 49170728 United Kingdom 11/25/2013 05:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I see. How has your appetite been? I just weighed myself a bit earlier and I have lost 4lbs. Quoting: Seer777 Group doodles. I love that. I often doodled on the desks as well. With pencil. Easy to erase. :) Well.... to be honest, anything eating- or gut-related has been quite bothersome for me. For quite some time. Too often I'll starve during the daytime, because I sometimes (not always...) 'crash' after eating. I often wonder how I could have liked food as a child. Even my favourite foods, IE chicken/caesar salad, these days I choose because they are easy and quick to wolf down... It just feels.... 'awkward' now. Awkward to eat. Yes. Me too. I don't often eat at all during the day. Usually just before sleep...and as you mentioned, something I can stuff in fast to be 'done with it'. I have been drinking more milk lately. I started craving it again. And lot of peanut butter. The go well together to my sense. I can't say I am happy with the weigh loss though. I will try to be more diligent regarding. i have a mystery it is winter and for a month i am not experiencing food want at all thus i know i am eating little in comparison to what i was and what i was eating is lees again because i become vegetarian in aug no weight loss , no shape alteration , how is that occurring |
aether (OP) User ID: 49170728 United Kingdom 11/25/2013 05:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nice. Is it the gentle slow flakes? I like those. Sunny here. But cold. Good afternoon everyone. good morning, it is cold enough for snow here I chased the Sun around the back garden area for the last few hours. Had to move my chair 5 times... Elusive that one. During the cold months that is... feels nice thanks for sharing, warm sun , heaven |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 05:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes. Me too. I don't often eat at all during the day. Usually just before sleep...and as you mentioned, something I can stuff in fast to be 'done with it'. Quoting: Seer777 I have been drinking more milk lately. I started craving it again. And lot of peanut butter. The go well together to my sense. I can't say I am happy with the weigh loss though. I will try to be more diligent regarding. i have a mystery it is winter and for a month i am not experiencing food want at all thus i know i am eating little in comparison to what i was and what i was eating is lees again because i become vegetarian in aug no weight loss , no shape alteration , how is that occurring Well...I 'held on to' 117lb for almost a year and a half. I liked it there. Now I am 113lbs. But I like '13' too. :) Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
aether (OP) User ID: 49170728 United Kingdom 11/25/2013 05:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have seen a new theme seemingly emerge quite quickly today I thought I would mention. Quoting: Seer777 Started with 'Thorsday'. Thursday and went from there... [link to www.crowl.org] Thor In Norse mythology, Thor is a hammer-wielding god associated with thunder, lightning, storms, oak trees, strength, the protection of mankind, and also hallowing, healing and fertility. [link to en.wikipedia.org] ison perihelion springs to mind Guide to Safely Viewing Comet ISON on Perihelion Day, November 28 [link to www.universetoday.com] |
pi User ID: 47540115 Canada 11/25/2013 06:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have seen a new theme seemingly emerge quite quickly today I thought I would mention. Quoting: Seer777 Started with 'Thorsday'. Thursday and went from there... [link to www.crowl.org] Thor In Norse mythology, Thor is a hammer-wielding god associated with thunder, lightning, storms, oak trees, strength, the protection of mankind, and also hallowing, healing and fertility. [link to en.wikipedia.org] Have you seen the movie out recently? I must admit..... its pretty awesome |
aether (OP) User ID: 49170728 United Kingdom 11/25/2013 06:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes. Me too. I don't often eat at all during the day. Usually just before sleep...and as you mentioned, something I can stuff in fast to be 'done with it'. Quoting: Seer777 I have been drinking more milk lately. I started craving it again. And lot of peanut butter. The go well together to my sense. I can't say I am happy with the weigh loss though. I will try to be more diligent regarding. i have a mystery it is winter and for a month i am not experiencing food want at all thus i know i am eating little in comparison to what i was and what i was eating is lees again because i become vegetarian in aug no weight loss , no shape alteration , how is that occurring Well...I 'held on to' 117lb for almost a year and a half. I liked it there. Now I am 113lbs. But I like '13' too. :) yes i do to and likely you will return to 7 to |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 06:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have seen a new theme seemingly emerge quite quickly today I thought I would mention. Quoting: Seer777 Started with 'Thorsday'. Thursday and went from there... [link to www.crowl.org] Thor In Norse mythology, Thor is a hammer-wielding god associated with thunder, lightning, storms, oak trees, strength, the protection of mankind, and also hallowing, healing and fertility. [link to en.wikipedia.org] Have you seen the movie out recently? I must admit..... its pretty awesome I tried watching the one that came out rather recently. I lost interest very quickly. I don't think I made it 20 minutes before I found something else to do. This one. [link to www.imdb.com] Unless the actor is very, very convincing I can see through it to easily. Which makes it boring to me. I like challenge. But not conflict. :) Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
pi User ID: 47540115 Canada 11/25/2013 06:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I tried watching the one that came out rather recently. I lost interest very quickly. I don't think I made it 20 minutes before I found something else to do. Quoting: Seer777 This one. [link to www.imdb.com] Unless the actor is very, very convincing I can see through it to easily. Which makes it boring to me. I like challenge. But not conflict. :) It was 'Thor: the Dark World'. Must be a guy thing.... it's to fathom the power, perhaps |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 06:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Well...I 'held on to' 117lb for almost a year and a half. I liked it there. Quoting: Seer777 Now I am 113lbs. But I like '13' too. :) yes i do to and likely you will return to 7 to Yes. I would like to do said before Thursday(Thanksgiving) if possible due to having a 'large family get together' on that day...which, is one of my favorite things btw. Very few have 'seen me', since I lost so much weight. I am a little nervous as to what will be their reactions regarding... Because it always comes up. And I am sure I will be asked...How? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 06:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I tried watching the one that came out rather recently. I lost interest very quickly. I don't think I made it 20 minutes before I found something else to do. Quoting: Seer777 This one. [link to www.imdb.com] Unless the actor is very, very convincing I can see through it to easily. Which makes it boring to me. I like challenge. But not conflict. :) It was 'Thor: the Dark World'. Must be a guy thing.... it's to fathom the power, perhaps That was my first thought as well... Indeed. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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aether (OP) User ID: 49170728 United Kingdom 11/25/2013 06:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Well...I 'held on to' 117lb for almost a year and a half. I liked it there. Quoting: Seer777 Now I am 113lbs. But I like '13' too. :) yes i do to and likely you will return to 7 to Yes. I would like to do said before Thursday(Thanksgiving) if possible due to having a 'large family get together' on that day...which, is one of my favorite things btw. Very few have 'seen me', since I lost so much weight. I am a little nervous as to what will be their reactions regarding... Because it always comes up. And I am sure I will be asked...How? yes, awkward |
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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 07:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I would like to do said before Thursday(Thanksgiving) if possible due to having a 'large family get together' on that day...which, is one of my favorite things btw. Quoting: Seer777 Very few have 'seen me', since I lost so much weight. I am a little nervous as to what will be their reactions regarding... Because it always comes up. And I am sure I will be asked...How? yes, awkward Yes it is. I have lost 1/3 of my former body weight from when they last saw me. I know it is shocking and their faces and words regard as such. It is also difficult to explain...'How'. As you might imagine. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
aether (OP) User ID: 49170728 United Kingdom 11/25/2013 07:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I would like to do said before Thursday(Thanksgiving) if possible due to having a 'large family get together' on that day...which, is one of my favorite things btw. Quoting: Seer777 Very few have 'seen me', since I lost so much weight. I am a little nervous as to what will be their reactions regarding... Because it always comes up. And I am sure I will be asked...How? yes, awkward Yes it is. I have lost 1/3 of my former body weight from when they last saw me. I know it is shocking and their faces and words regard as such. It is also difficult to explain...'How'. As you might imagine. i can imagine no explanation that is true that i would want to provide |
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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 07:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I would like to do said before Thursday(Thanksgiving) if possible due to having a 'large family get together' on that day...which, is one of my favorite things btw. Quoting: Seer777 Very few have 'seen me', since I lost so much weight. I am a little nervous as to what will be their reactions regarding... Because it always comes up. And I am sure I will be asked...How? yes, awkward Yes it is. I have lost 1/3 of my former body weight from when they last saw me. I know it is shocking and their faces and words regard as such. It is also difficult to explain...'How'. As you might imagine. i can imagine no explanation that is true that i would want to provide If asked, I will tell the truth. As much as I deem they are able to 'handle'. If you will. Which often, is not much. Most are content with the 'vegan to vegetarian' explanation and let it go. However, I am quite close with a few of my cousins...to whom I will tell 'further' if pressed. It shocking to them. And I understand why... Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 17476062 United States 11/25/2013 07:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Your family will understand... |
aether (OP) User ID: 49170728 United Kingdom 11/25/2013 07:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes it is. I have lost 1/3 of my former body weight from when they last saw me. I know it is shocking and their faces and words regard as such. It is also difficult to explain...'How'. As you might imagine. i can imagine no explanation that is true that i would want to provide If asked, I will tell the truth. As much as I deem they are able to 'handle'. If you will. Which often, is not much. Most are content with the 'vegan to vegetarian' explanation and let it go. However, I am quite close with a few of my cousins...to whom I will tell 'further' if pressed. It shocking to them. And I understand why... i see what you say |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 07:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer just tell them the truth, you went a little nuts for a bit over your intense spiritual self revelations and and with no "real life" support system it took a toll on you mentally and we all know women in distress tend to show it in their weight, either gain or loss...until they get a handle on their emotional capacity. Quoting: TuKikO Your family will understand... Well...that maybe part of it. I lost my appetite Luna. Food became repulsive to me. In an instant in Time. All but apples that is. Telling they you love that you didn't eat for 4 months, causes all sorts of speculation and rumor. But it is true. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 17476062 United States 11/25/2013 07:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer just tell them the truth, you went a little nuts for a bit over your intense spiritual self revelations and and with no "real life" support system it took a toll on you mentally and we all know women in distress tend to show it in their weight, either gain or loss...until they get a handle on their emotional capacity. Quoting: TuKikO Your family will understand... Well...that maybe part of it. I lost my appetite Luna. Food became repulsive to me. In an instant in Time. All but apples that is. Telling they you love that you didn't eat for 4 months, causes all sorts of speculation and rumor. But it is true. I think it's more than just a part of it... You repeatedly struggle with your food issue, so it's not one for you that seems to go away, yet you consistently mull over the whys and seem to emotionally go back to revisit the triggers of it...I've seen a lot of your posts about it, have you ever considered maybe you subconsciously like the the attention it creates for you? You're not one to "keep things going" without your consent...so it just appears outside the realms of genuine concern about your health... |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 07:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer just tell them the truth, you went a little nuts for a bit over your intense spiritual self revelations and and with no "real life" support system it took a toll on you mentally and we all know women in distress tend to show it in their weight, either gain or loss...until they get a handle on their emotional capacity. Quoting: TuKikO Your family will understand... Well...that may be part of it. I lost my appetite Luna. Food became repulsive to me. In an instant in Time. All but apples that is. Telling they you love that you didn't eat for 4 months, causes all sorts of speculation and rumor. But it is true. I essentially became someone 'new' on that day...In every sense of the 'word'. Hi Seer :) Quoting: Anonymous Coward 16732227 How did you become so aware of everything-it is hard to put into words, but does that make sense? You seem to always have the greatest attitude/outlook, so I am just wondering how you came to be like that-I want some! rofl That is a hard question to answer...but I wrote this sometime ago about my experience in September. It is one of the only things I have left from the 'Secrets' thread... ... Alright then. Here you are love. Please take this for what it is. An experience. I will need to preface a bit due to the complexity of what I am about to tell you. This story can get easily bogged down so i will attempt to give the main points without too much filler. You will basically just have to take my word. I have always been very inquisitive and very sensitive. This led me on a journey which has taken 34 years to unfold. I was raised in a Christian home but even as small child the unanswered questions trouble me greatly. Something felt wrong about the reality I was living. Fake. Contrived. The first time I watched the Power of Myth by Joseph Campbell, I found a curious connection to all the myths which intrigued me greatly. Having a science degree, I desired to find a connection between Science and Divinity. I knew the answers were there, I just had to find them. It took nearly ten years of an exhaustive search on every topic I could wrap my mind around. Myth, ancient culture, aliens, meditation, Self, God, Source, Sacred Geometry, pyramids, Sumeria, Hopi, Prophesy, psychic phenomena, and supernatural experiences culminated into a single event of epic proportions... I woke that morning on my friends couch after a night of drinks and company. I woke with a certain phrase on my mind. I kept hearing it over, and over. On the ride home I decided to follow the hunch. I went to the internet and started exploring. Very suddenly and unexpectedly I felt what can only be described as a beam of energy slam into and through my 3rd eye. At very first I was scared but being a veteran of 3rd eye experiences I closed my eyes and said, I accept. Then, just as suddenly I had what can only be described as a Near Death Experience (NDE). My life flashed before my eyes. But this was a bit different. The life I saw was all the choices I had made throughout my life which made it possible to reach that moment. It took only a few seconds but the separate events were discernible and impossible to describe adequately. Then, I felt parts of my brain light up and the veil lifted. The millions of pieces to the puzzle I had gathered suddenly came together and formed the entire picture. That picture was Truth. It was terrifying and exhilarating. I was changed ineffably and completely in a moment. I believe I entered into what as know as Cosmic or Christ Consciousness. Many things became clear to me after that. That is the story of my enlightenment or awakening or illumination, whatever one chooses to call it. It was a struggle to crest the mountain but when I did I saw the Sun rise. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 07:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Well...that maybe part of it. Quoting: Seer777 I lost my appetite Luna. Food became repulsive to me. In an instant in Time. All but apples that is. Telling they you love that you didn't eat for 4 months, causes all sorts of speculation and rumor. But it is true. I think it's more than just a part of it... You repeatedly struggle with your food issue, so it's not one for you that seems to go away, yet you consistently mull over the whys and seem to emotionally go back to revisit the triggers of it...I've seen a lot of your posts about it, have you ever considered maybe you subconsciously like the the attention it creates for you? You're not one to "keep things going" without your consent...so it just appears outside the realms of genuine concern about your health... As I mentioned. I am nervous of their 'reactions'...And I just found a bit earlier, I have lost 4 more pounds. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 50018194 United States 11/25/2013 07:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |