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Kalkin D42 User ID: 24234942 United States 08/16/2013 07:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's like a tickling sensation beginning in the pit of the stomach and gradually rising to the brain. Like warmth and carbonation combined. Like, "I just had a fucking brilliant idea!" sensation. Quoting: Kalkin D42 Yes. I understand that. I was speaking of something a bit more directly...energetic. If you will. That sounds like strong synch and the dissonance which can occur in its wake. For me "seeing" is all about a mental plane. I tend to see correlations between things. I can literally take anything and relate it somehow to the 'universal story.' This started for me a couple of years ago and coincided with having strong "connection" experiencing which would be followed by a blue star-like object (kind of like seeing a satellite at night) that would appear in my line of vision and then zig zag slowly upward until it left the atmosphere. I still cannot explain this phenomenon and at its height I was seeing upwards of 10 of them a night. sounds like a plasmoid These plasma formations also have the effect through "magnetic, electric or electromagnetic (or even unknown field), appears to emanate from some of the buoyant charged masses. Local fields of this type have been medically proven to cause responses in the temporal lobes of the human brain. These result in the observer sustaining his or her own vivid, but mainly incorrect, description of what is experienced. This is suggested to be a key factor in influencing the more extreme reports found in the media and are clearly believed by the 'victims. Quoting: observation[link to en.wikipedia.org] I could never tell if it was communication or if I was manifesting them myself. - The Spider Kid |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I did dream when I was young where dinosaurs were chasing me and I couldn't open my eyes all the way to see and when I tried to run it was like I was running slow and couldn't make myself run normal or faster. Quoting: Fancy 36810006 It wasn't passing out but felt like all my senses and stuff were crap. I used to have those dreams all the time, I would be frantically searching for something, a screwdriver normally lol, and everything would be slow motion, it was like a thick fog, or like I was trying to move through jelly, all movements too slow to get anywhere fast. Yes, just like that, lol. I wonder what that means. Not holding enough awareness of self maybe. Only using limited consciousness. It seems to be a draining of energy. I have had these numerous times, including losing the strength in my limbs to stand, or pull myself up, etc. Frustrating as fuck. Normally, the ones where my limbs lose all strength are the most prevalent. I have had those kind probably a hundred times. I study it when on the other side, and it definitely seems, somehow, a drainage of energy. There are no hints as to what causes it. In other words, there is no pattern to when they occur. I used to think it may be residual of past life memories seeping through, and that at other times I was handicap. But, having them so often, I began disagreeing with that possibility. It is a massive energy depletion. I notice it in the mornings as well after having them. Lethargic and so tired. |
Dreamily Resonant VIP User ID: 45156074 Israel 08/16/2013 07:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's like a tickling sensation beginning in the pit of the stomach and gradually rising to the brain. Like warmth and carbonation combined. Like, "I just had a fucking brilliant idea!" sensation. Quoting: Kalkin D42 Yes. I understand that. I was speaking of something a bit more directly...energetic. If you will. That sounds like strong synch and the dissonance which can occur in its wake. For me "seeing" is all about a mental plane. I tend to see correlations between things. I can literally take anything and relate it somehow to the 'universal story.' This started for me a couple of years ago and coincided with having strong "connection" experiencing which would be followed by a blue star-like object (kind of like seeing a satellite at night) that would appear in my line of vision and then zig zag slowly upward until it left the atmosphere. I still cannot explain this phenomenon and at its height I was seeing upwards of 10 of them a night. wow thank you! you put into words something I had trouble describing. im a newbie. started only few months ago. do you feel internal sensations that synch with the outward sensations? |
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aether (OP) User ID: 45195307 United Kingdom 08/16/2013 07:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Seer777 Yes. I understand that. I was speaking of something a bit more directly...energetic. If you will. That sounds like strong synch and the dissonance which can occur in its wake. For me "seeing" is all about a mental plane. I tend to see correlations between things. I can literally take anything and relate it somehow to the 'universal story.' This started for me a couple of years ago and coincided with having strong "connection" experiencing which would be followed by a blue star-like object (kind of like seeing a satellite at night) that would appear in my line of vision and then zig zag slowly upward until it left the atmosphere. I still cannot explain this phenomenon and at its height I was seeing upwards of 10 of them a night. sounds like a plasmoid These plasma formations also have the effect through "magnetic, electric or electromagnetic (or even unknown field), appears to emanate from some of the buoyant charged masses. Local fields of this type have been medically proven to cause responses in the temporal lobes of the human brain. These result in the observer sustaining his or her own vivid, but mainly incorrect, description of what is experienced. This is suggested to be a key factor in influencing the more extreme reports found in the media and are clearly believed by the 'victims. Quoting: observation[link to en.wikipedia.org] I could never tell if it was communication or if I was manifesting them myself. yes it is still national security topic in your country and the notion of conscious upper ones talking to people is a tricky topic what our military in other countries say including our uk is what you see is true and it will talk to you but they advise you not to believe what you are told at the moment |
Kalkin D42 User ID: 24234942 United States 08/16/2013 07:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Kalkin D42 For me "seeing" is all about a mental plane. I tend to see correlations between things. I can literally take anything and relate it somehow to the 'universal story.' This started for me a couple of years ago and coincided with having strong "connection" experiencing which would be followed by a blue star-like object (kind of like seeing a satellite at night) that would appear in my line of vision and then zig zag slowly upward until it left the atmosphere. I still cannot explain this phenomenon and at its height I was seeing upwards of 10 of them a night. sounds like a plasmoid These plasma formations also have the effect through "magnetic, electric or electromagnetic (or even unknown field), appears to emanate from some of the buoyant charged masses. Local fields of this type have been medically proven to cause responses in the temporal lobes of the human brain. These result in the observer sustaining his or her own vivid, but mainly incorrect, description of what is experienced. This is suggested to be a key factor in influencing the more extreme reports found in the media and are clearly believed by the 'victims. Quoting: observation[link to en.wikipedia.org] I could never tell if it was communication or if I was manifesting them myself. yes it is still national security topic in your country and the notion of conscious upper ones talking to people is a tricky topic what our military in other countries say including our uk is what you see is true and it will talk to you but they advise you not to believe what you are told at the moment Oh I'm well aware. Been a UFO investigator for a while. Actually published a couple of times. I know well the history of denial. And silly explanations like ATIC's "seagull video." - The Spider Kid |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Extreme sleepiness within the dream. Not able to keep eyes open. Attempting to walk, while keeping eyes open and trying to maintain 'awake' in the dream near impossible. Quoting: Seer777 I then fall and pass out into blackness. Then I wake. I remember one of these dreams in particular when I was in junior high. 7th grade. I have these all the time. Finally. That doesn't surprise me. :) lol, hey seer. I'm not going to be on too much tonight either. Just going through aether's thread real quick and responding where I feel necessary. Something I read on the internet fucked with me a little. When I had my experiences with Mantis, I could not find anything about it on the internet. God, the last time I had a visitation is going on 3 years now...? I think. I stopped writing it down after a while. Anyway, I found an obscure article in Examiner that discussed ET abductions. The writer quickly mentioned Mantis type and that the person he had spoken to had talked about a type of 'Soul Gazing' that the Mantis had done. Basically, Mantis gets VERY close to your face and stares at you. It is startling. Now, the 'startling' part was interesting. When we did some kind of bond with each other, I was enwrapped in the most amazing, beyond sexual, experience I have ever felt. At a point during it, I closed my eyes and let go to fully experience whatever was happening. When it stopped, I opened my eyes and she was a few inches from my face. Freaked me the fuck out. But, I'm a stubborn bastard. I looked her dead in her eyes and refused to look away no matter how long she stayed there. One of the hardest things I ever put myself through. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hey fancy,, Quoting: nobody 5503184 indeed,, edgar utalised the dream state,, often within the blink of his eye,, and yet within all altered states,, the important direction is often simply,, a mirror,, carl jung's quote,, regarding awakening,, is not soley without merit,, we reside within a dream,, only too awaken,, much love,, We created a dream, and became the dreamers. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 39812740 United States 08/16/2013 07:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It is from a song I wrote about the "Men in Black." The ones, the ones Who leave no trace They need no time They need no face It's over when they exit space And starts again when they replace Your favorite place I own the night But we sail at dawn Oddly enough, I've come upon it several times as a trigger phrase. Cheers |
aether (OP) User ID: 45195307 United Kingdom 08/16/2013 07:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Perhaps both. If you could get a message to yourself from the future to yourself in the 'now'...would you do it? Yes. I believe I have. it is interesting that notion is it us or do we fit what precognition saw that was planned for Last Edited by aether on 08/16/2013 07:18 PM |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 39812740 United States 08/16/2013 07:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: acuk I used to have those dreams all the time, I would be frantically searching for something, a screwdriver normally lol, and everything would be slow motion, it was like a thick fog, or like I was trying to move through jelly, all movements too slow to get anywhere fast. Yes, just like that, lol. I wonder what that means. Not holding enough awareness of self maybe. Only using limited consciousness. It seems to be a draining of energy. I have had these numerous times, including losing the strength in my limbs to stand, or pull myself up, etc. Frustrating as fuck. Normally, the ones where my limbs lose all strength are the most prevalent. I have had those kind probably a hundred times. I study it when on the other side, and it definitely seems, somehow, a drainage of energy. There are no hints as to what causes it. In other words, there is no pattern to when they occur. I used to think it may be residual of past life memories seeping through, and that at other times I was handicap. But, having them so often, I began disagreeing with that possibility. It is a massive energy depletion. I notice it in the mornings as well after having them. Lethargic and so tired. Exactly, deference to totems. If there is nothing in there but self and conciousness, What is triggering energy transference¿ |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 32706762 United States 08/16/2013 07:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | lol, hey seer. I'm not going to be on too much tonight either. Just going through aether's thread real quick and responding where I feel necessary. Something I read on the internet fucked with me a little. When I had my experiences with Mantis, I could not find anything about it on the internet. God, the last time I had a visitation is going on 3 years now...? I think. I stopped writing it down after a while. Anyway, I found an obscure article in Examiner that discussed ET abductions. The writer quickly mentioned Mantis type and that the person he had spoken to had talked about a type of 'Soul Gazing' that the Mantis had done. Basically, Mantis gets VERY close to your face and stares at you. It is startling. Now, the 'startling' part was interesting. When we did some kind of bond with each other, I was enwrapped in the most amazing, beyond sexual, experience I have ever felt. At a point during it, I closed my eyes and let go to fully experience whatever was happening. When it stopped, I opened my eyes and she was a few inches from my face. Freaked me the fuck out. But, I'm a stubborn bastard. I looked her dead in her eyes and refused to look away no matter how long she stayed there. One of the hardest things I ever put myself through. Yes, I know what that feels like... Your 'Mantis experience' semi-matched another...who told me their story back in December of 2011 or January 2012. Of all the things they said about you, your mantis experience 'they' respected. Indeed. If you are catching my meaning. Last Edited by Seer777 on 08/16/2013 07:22 PM Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 39812740 United States 08/16/2013 07:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Perhaps both. If you could get a message to yourself from the future to yourself in the 'now'...would you do it? Yes. I believe I have. it is interesting that notion is it us or do we fit what precognition saw that was planned for You would feel displacement, like a temporary fugue¤ |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's like a tickling sensation beginning in the pit of the stomach and gradually rising to the brain. Like warmth and carbonation combined. Like, "I just had a fucking brilliant idea!" sensation. Quoting: Kalkin D42 do you experience a locational sense as in: does it feel within gaia`s magnetosphere or outside of our magnetosphere It feels like it is coming from outside the atmosphere. yes, it is coming up outside of magnetosphere and inside heliosphere it comes up people + technology, it`s like an image from here to there oh we refer to buddha pilots coming in over our poles on this thread but this is coming in more static strange that is as far as it goes at the moment |
Azeratel Axo User ID: 37789886 Canada 08/16/2013 07:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Seer777 Perhaps both. If you could get a message to yourself from the future to yourself in the 'now'...would you do it? Yes. I believe I have. it is interesting that notion is it us or do we fit what precognition saw that was planned for You would feel displacement, like a temporary fugue¤ Interesting discussion everyone.... I'd best be hitting the pavement soon. Much to think about.... I feel like I am halfway deep in one of these, personally: [link to en.wikipedia.org] Another 'dark night' perhaps.... |
Kalkin D42 User ID: 25570375 United States 08/16/2013 07:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | lol, hey seer. I'm not going to be on too much tonight either. Just going through aether's thread real quick and responding where I feel necessary. Something I read on the internet fucked with me a little. When I had my experiences with Mantis, I could not find anything about it on the internet. God, the last time I had a visitation is going on 3 years now...? I think. I stopped writing it down after a while. Anyway, I found an obscure article in Examiner that discussed ET abductions. The writer quickly mentioned Mantis type and that the person he had spoken to had talked about a type of 'Soul Gazing' that the Mantis had done. Basically, Mantis gets VERY close to your face and stares at you. It is startling. Now, the 'startling' part was interesting. When we did some kind of bond with each other, I was enwrapped in the most amazing, beyond sexual, experience I have ever felt. At a point during it, I closed my eyes and let go to fully experience whatever was happening. When it stopped, I opened my eyes and she was a few inches from my face. Freaked me the fuck out. But, I'm a stubborn bastard. I looked her dead in her eyes and refused to look away no matter how long she stayed there. One of the hardest things I ever put myself through. Yes, I know what that feels like... Your 'Mantis experience' semi-matched another...who told me their story back in December of 2011 or January 2012. Of all the things they said about you, your mantis experience 'they' respected. Indeed. If you are catching my meaning. When I was about 13...I woke up at around 3am and walked into my family's living room. Crouched on top of a bookshelf in the corner was a large, spindly, "grey" alien. It had a "mantis" type of head. I was immediately terrified and attempted to run into my parents' room but seemed to be disconnected from "physical" reality...i.e. I was banging on the door but it felt like I was hitting a padded wall and no sound came out. While I did this, the being simply sat motionless and stared at me. When I finally looked into its eyes I remember feeling calm and then blacking out. I woke up the next day normally (this was not like waking up immediately from a nightmare. There was a period of time in between going black and waking up) and it took me a while to remember this happened. I have NEVER seen anything like this ever since. I have, however, seen the blue "plasmids" hundreds of times after, and have had a couple of unusual UFO experiences. - The Spider Kid |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | lol, hey seer. I'm not going to be on too much tonight either. Just going through aether's thread real quick and responding where I feel necessary. Something I read on the internet fucked with me a little. When I had my experiences with Mantis, I could not find anything about it on the internet. God, the last time I had a visitation is going on 3 years now...? I think. I stopped writing it down after a while. Anyway, I found an obscure article in Examiner that discussed ET abductions. The writer quickly mentioned Mantis type and that the person he had spoken to had talked about a type of 'Soul Gazing' that the Mantis had done. Basically, Mantis gets VERY close to your face and stares at you. It is startling. Now, the 'startling' part was interesting. When we did some kind of bond with each other, I was enwrapped in the most amazing, beyond sexual, experience I have ever felt. At a point during it, I closed my eyes and let go to fully experience whatever was happening. When it stopped, I opened my eyes and she was a few inches from my face. Freaked me the fuck out. But, I'm a stubborn bastard. I looked her dead in her eyes and refused to look away no matter how long she stayed there. One of the hardest things I ever put myself through. Yes, I know what that feels like... Your 'Mantis experience' semi-matched another...who told me their story back in December of 2011 or January 2012. Of all the things they said about you, your mantis experience 'they' respected. Indeed. If you are catching my meaning. Somewhat. PM me. EDIT: Oh, I got ya. I was told something similar by said person, if I am reading you correctly. |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 32706762 United States 08/16/2013 07:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Perhaps both. If you could get a message to yourself from the future to yourself in the 'now'...would you do it? Yes. I believe I have. Have you considered doing said could cause one to get stuck in loops? Eternity as it is...is a long time. Loop jumps. Stuck in Time? How does precognition work? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Seer777 Perhaps both. If you could get a message to yourself from the future to yourself in the 'now'...would you do it? Yes. I believe I have. it is interesting that notion is it us or do we fit what precognition saw that was planned for You would feel displacement, like a temporal fugue¤ Fixed it for you, lmao |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: aether do you experience a locational sense as in: does it feel within gaia`s magnetosphere or outside of our magnetosphere It feels like it is coming from outside the atmosphere. yes, it is coming up outside of magnetosphere and inside heliosphere it comes up people + technology, it`s like an image from here to there oh we refer to buddha pilots coming in over our poles on this thread but this is coming in more static strange that is as far as it goes at the moment This is a visual of it, though different. |
aether (OP) User ID: 45195307 United Kingdom 08/16/2013 07:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Seer777 Perhaps both. If you could get a message to yourself from the future to yourself in the 'now'...would you do it? Yes. I believe I have. it is interesting that notion is it us or do we fit what precognition saw that was planned for You would feel displacement, like a temporary fugue¤ going with that , let`s say 8000 years ago accessing our environments precognition attributes someone (s) saw today because our environment agreed what they saw today was true that would mean today existed within gaia`s memory fields 8000 years ago and everything that occurred from that day to this day occurred motivated by today being as it was seen 8000 years ago would we being the ones seen notice that for 8000 years our environment had influenced all things to be as they are on this day |
Kalkin D42 User ID: 25570375 United States 08/16/2013 07:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Perhaps both. If you could get a message to yourself from the future to yourself in the 'now'...would you do it? Yes. I believe I have. Have you considered doing said could cause one to get stuck in loops? Eternity as it is...is a long time. Loop jumps. Stuck in Time? How does precognition work? I have been told many times that I am "stuck in a loop." - The Spider Kid |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Perhaps both. If you could get a message to yourself from the future to yourself in the 'now'...would you do it? Yes. I believe I have. Have you considered doing said could cause one to get stuck in loops? Eternity as it is...is a long time. Loop jumps. Stuck in Time? How does precognition work? :PersistenceofTim: Through inversion...? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45232439 United Kingdom 08/16/2013 07:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It is from a song I wrote about the "Men in Black." The ones, the ones Who leave no trace They need no time They need no face It's over when they exit space And starts again when they replace Your favorite place I own the night But we sail at dawn Oddly enough, I've come upon it several times as a trigger phrase. Cheers I noticed that too, children of the golden dawn indeed. lol. |
Seer777 Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 32706762 United States 08/16/2013 07:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Now, the 'startling' part was interesting. When we did some kind of bond with each other, I was enwrapped in the most amazing, beyond sexual, experience I have ever felt. At a point during it, I closed my eyes and let go to fully experience whatever was happening. When it stopped, I opened my eyes and she was a few inches from my face. Freaked me the fuck out. But, I'm a stubborn bastard. I looked her dead in her eyes and refused to look away no matter how long she stayed there. One of the hardest things I ever put myself through. Quoting: Septenary Spirals Yes, I know what that feels like... Your 'Mantis experience' semi-matched another...who told me their story back in December of 2011 or January 2012. Of all the things they said about you, your mantis experience 'they' respected. Indeed. If you are catching my meaning. Somewhat. PM me. EDIT: Oh, I got ya. I was told something similar by said person, if I am reading you correctly. Yes. The 'mantis' seemed a theme they resonated with...Although I did not. You and they, were the only 'exposure' I had to said. At the time. But it remained a splinter. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Septenary Spirals God, I fucking hate that/this. There is so much pain in the mental states that cannot be 'shrugged' off like physical pain. It is daily and makes one desire immolation. One knows the pain deeply, and thoughts of giving up are only countered by: You have no choice. How do you define pain? Discomfort? Of varying durations and inten sities? That's a hard thing to describe when it is not physical. I can't focus on anything for any amount of time. I pace to deal with that sometimes. Many times right now. There is no peace, even when peace is all around me. I know some of you, including you Dion, may not understand the need to answer questions, but the removal of knowing what happened to me is an aching tooth, constant in its pain, just waiting to be removed to uncover what is hidden. Emotional seclusion. Inability to define semi-traumatic experiences, and even if done so, no one would believe, much less understand. Inability to focus on anything, only wishing you could, just to lose yourself from thinking about that fucking tooth. Subconsciously pushing it with the tongue, finding the distaste of blood both red and white. Wondering if you yanked the mother fucker out, if it would heal, or worsen, and never knowing which. And, fuck, how can anyone know if they do not dream much...much less lucid dream. Isolation. ==================== Be easy, Septenary Spirals. This is actually you need to learn. You are a strong man. But you are weak in these aspects. Something much big than you could imagine is behind you. Hundreds of invisible Powerful Psychics from all of the world are manipulated your thoughts everyday. You are the main target TPTB have set to capture and use, for launch a war to against Nobodys and destroy us each other in the near future. That’s their plan. They have launched it quite some time ago, and are still in motions. Of course, I do not want to see you to get any harm and be destroyed. So I have to put you in an Isolated state. Simple, Take this as your vacation. You should enjoy this moment of quiet. Remember, you are a Super Hard Nobody, and always. You are a super Hero in GLP. Everybody knows. Cheers. .. I was going to ignore this post. But I won't. Thank you Changyu Wang. I am doing my best to make it a vacation. |
Kalkin D42 User ID: 25570375 United States 08/16/2013 07:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | When I was about 13...I woke up at around 3am and walked into my family's living room. Crouched on top of a bookshelf in the corner was a large, spindly, "grey" alien. It had a "mantis" type of head. I was immediately terrified and attempted to run into my parents' room but seemed to be disconnected from "physical" reality...i.e. I was banging on the door but it felt like I was hitting a padded wall and no sound came out. While I did this, the being simply sat motionless and stared at me. When I finally looked into its eyes I remember feeling calm and then blacking out. I woke up the next day normally (this was not like waking up immediately from a nightmare. There was a period of time in between going black and waking up) and it took me a while to remember this happened. I have NEVER seen anything like this ever since. I have, however, seen the blue "plasmids" hundreds of times after, and have had a couple of unusual UFO experiences. Quoting: Kalkin D42 I should add that since then, I have realized that thing I was initially afraid of was my own reflection in the creature's eyes. It was like seeing myself as an animal. Something consumed by terror that had lost its identity and become something else. When I realized I was looking at myself all of my fear of the world seemed to subside. - The Spider Kid |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45232439 United Kingdom 08/16/2013 07:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 39812740 How do you define pain? Discomfort? Of varying durations and inten sities? That's a hard thing to describe when it is not physical. I can't focus on anything for any amount of time. I pace to deal with that sometimes. Many times right now. There is no peace, even when peace is all around me. I know some of you, including you Dion, may not understand the need to answer questions, but the removal of knowing what happened to me is an aching tooth, constant in its pain, just waiting to be removed to uncover what is hidden. Emotional seclusion. Inability to define semi-traumatic experiences, and even if done so, no one would believe, much less understand. Inability to focus on anything, only wishing you could, just to lose yourself from thinking about that fucking tooth. Subconsciously pushing it with the tongue, finding the distaste of blood both red and white. Wondering if you yanked the mother fucker out, if it would heal, or worsen, and never knowing which. And, fuck, how can anyone know if they do not dream much...much less lucid dream. Isolation. ==================== Be easy, Septenary Spirals. This is actually you need to learn. You are a strong man. But you are weak in these aspects. Something much big than you could imagine is behind you. Hundreds of invisible Powerful Psychics from all of the world are manipulated your thoughts everyday. You are the main target TPTB have set to capture and use, for launch a war to against Nobodys and destroy us each other in the near future. That’s their plan. They have launched it quite some time ago, and are still in motions. Of course, I do not want to see you to get any harm and be destroyed. So I have to put you in an Isolated state. Simple, Take this as your vacation. You should enjoy this moment of quiet. Remember, you are a Super Hard Nobody, and always. You are a super Hero in GLP. Everybody knows. Cheers. .. I was going to ignore this post. But I won't. Thank you Changyu Wang. I am doing my best to make it a vacation. Hahahaha, love you loads chad. Am out of here for a while got a guest. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 45211244 United States 08/16/2013 07:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Now, the 'startling' part was interesting. When we did some kind of bond with each other, I was enwrapped in the most amazing, beyond sexual, experience I have ever felt. At a point during it, I closed my eyes and let go to fully experience whatever was happening. When it stopped, I opened my eyes and she was a few inches from my face. Freaked me the fuck out. But, I'm a stubborn bastard. I looked her dead in her eyes and refused to look away no matter how long she stayed there. One of the hardest things I ever put myself through. Quoting: Septenary Spirals Yes, I know what that feels like... Your 'Mantis experience' semi-matched another...who told me their story back in December of 2011 or January 2012. Of all the things they said about you, your mantis experience 'they' respected. Indeed. If you are catching my meaning. Somewhat. PM me. EDIT: Oh, I got ya. I was told something similar by said person, if I am reading you correctly. Yes. The 'mantis' seemed a theme they resonated with...Although I did not. You and they, were the only 'exposure' I had to said. At the time. But it remained a splinter. Understood. It is a difficult concept to understand how someone would react the way I did. That came from a confidence of myself I had learned to trust fully, and without doubt. I believe most could not do it the way I did. I released everything when I did what I did during the bonding. I submerged myself entirely into the 'bonding'. Entirely. I had made the decision - as it was occurring - to fully open up. IMO it can only happening by knowing self and trusting self to an extent that...shit, I don't know. As Dion has brought up, and as I have adopted, the release of bias and beliefs had to be 100%. That can only be accomplished by knowing self to such an extent... Ah, I'm done talking about it for now. Some things just need to be known in order to become free. |