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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind  User ID: 41078035  United States01/02/2016 04:26 PM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I did just that. Starting in 2012 I went 6 months and then a entire year after that. Now, almost never. I don't even recall that last time and when 'it' does happen, it's in my sleep and instantaneous. Probably not healthy either. Dunno. Balance in all things I suppose. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 60000634 United States01/02/2016 04:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And I'll say it again, your insistence that these guys have gone to you like you're some kind of den mother is where your mark came from. I don't want to sound harsh, but me talking to three women on here doesn't seem as creepy as you claiming to have energetically entertained all these men, which is an illusion. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 60000634 It an attachment thing. I didn't know what was happening for the first 3 months of 2012. It nearly drove me batshit insane. What little control I could wrench back, I've held on to like a shield ever since. I've done the best I can. There was no guidebook and most I went to for help, would tell me all I was feeling was them and to stop being fearful. That is how it has gone all these years. Well you are now in a worse spot for it, but you don't seem to want to stop. You want to feel energy? I can give you good and bad on command, no questions asked. I could have done the same thing four years ago as now but I wasn't here. You got taken advantage of by whoever told you they were doing it, and for some insane reason you went along with them and consented to being an astral call girl. If it was real, they would have been like me instead you were claimed for your efforts and given the mark. I have been trying to help you since I first started talking to you, and you seem content to stay in your ways which have gotten you in trouble in the first place. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68940855 United States01/02/2016 04:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer, this is starting to freak me out a bit, because the more I read about your "timeline" of events, the more and more it seems to mirror mine. I've also had a complete loss of appetite for over 2 weeks now. Did anything particularly significant happen to you on May 20, 2012 by any chance? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 60000634 United States01/02/2016 04:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I did just that. Starting in 2012 I went 6 months and then a entire year after that. Now, almost never. I don't even recall that last time and when 'it' does happen, it's in my sleep and instantaneous. Probably not healthy either. Dunno. Balance in all things I suppose. This is you. More of a response about you masturbating than anything else that's said. That's why I say you deserve your mark, and the lake, and all your friends. |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 41078035 United States01/02/2016 04:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer, this is starting to freak me out a bit, because the more I read about your "timeline" of events, the more and more it seems to mirror mine. I've also had a complete loss of appetite for over 2 weeks now. Did anything particularly significant happen to you on May 20, 2012 by any chance? Quoting: Ava927 I'm still not really eating. I had breakfast yesterday and today. Egg tacos again. Yes. I think so. I remember that block of time well and as May 20 was my original birth 'due date', I always note that date, every year. What it was exactly I don't recall, but I do recall shortly after, everything changing again. You are female? What have you experienced? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 41078035 United States01/02/2016 04:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And I'll say it again, your insistence that these guys have gone to you like you're some kind of den mother is where your mark came from. I don't want to sound harsh, but me talking to three women on here doesn't seem as creepy as you claiming to have energetically entertained all these men, which is an illusion. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 60000634 It an attachment thing. I didn't know what was happening for the first 3 months of 2012. It nearly drove me batshit insane. What little control I could wrench back, I've held on to like a shield ever since. I've done the best I can. There was no guidebook and most I went to for help, would tell me all I was feeling was them and to stop being fearful. That is how it has gone all these years. Well you are now in a worse spot for it, but you don't seem to want to stop. You want to feel energy? I can give you good and bad on command, no questions asked. I could have done the same thing four years ago as now but I wasn't here. You got taken advantage of by whoever told you they were doing it, and for some insane reason you went along with them and consented to being an astral call girl. If it was real, they would have been like me instead you were claimed for your efforts and given the mark. I have been trying to help you since I first started talking to you, and you seem content to stay in your ways which have gotten you in trouble in the first place. They weren't lying to me. It was called 'dancing'. I realized shortly later there was a sinister aspect to it all and did my best to avoid the pitfalls thereafter. Such that I wouldn't go completely insane and destroy my life. Which through sheer will, I have manged to hold on to.  Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68940855 United States01/02/2016 04:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer, this is starting to freak me out a bit, because the more I read about your "timeline" of events, the more and more it seems to mirror mine. I've also had a complete loss of appetite for over 2 weeks now. Did anything particularly significant happen to you on May 20, 2012 by any chance? Quoting: Ava927 I'm still not really eating. I had breakfast yesterday and today. Egg tacos again. Yes. I think so. I remember that block of time well and as May 20 was my original birth 'due date', I always note that date, every year. What it was exactly I don't recall, but I do recall shortly after, everything changing again. You are female? What have you experienced? I'm sorry to hear that you are still having a hard time eating, I am as well. Ok, that being your original due date, is very interesting. Are you a Taurus? Yes, I'm female...Well, my full spiritual awakening began in late 2011, and my inundation with energy began shortly after, the early months of 2012. I also feel it as a incessant low frequency buzz, for the most part. I began going to a church at that time, partly out of confusion and fear, as to what was happening. My baptism was chosen for the afternoon of May 20, 2012, during the eclipse/alignment. After that, things became worse. My sacral chakra began acting up, and I could no longer engage in any sort of sexual act without immense shame and guilt for almost a year after. I immediately left that church, being that I was never cut out for "religion" in the first place, but things have never been the same since. |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 41078035 United States01/02/2016 04:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer, this is starting to freak me out a bit, because the more I read about your "timeline" of events, the more and more it seems to mirror mine. I've also had a complete loss of appetite for over 2 weeks now. Did anything particularly significant happen to you on May 20, 2012 by any chance? Quoting: Ava927 I'm still not really eating. I had breakfast yesterday and today. Egg tacos again. Yes. I think so. I remember that block of time well and as May 20 was my original birth 'due date', I always note that date, every year. What it was exactly I don't recall, but I do recall shortly after, everything changing again. You are female? What have you experienced? I'm sorry to hear that you are still having a hard time eating, I am as well. Ok, that being your original due date, is very interesting. Are you a Taurus? Yes, I'm female...Well, my full spiritual awakening began in late 2011, and my inundation with energy began shortly after, the early months of 2012. I also feel it as a incessant low frequency buzz, for the most part. I began going to a church at that time, partly out of confusion and fear, as to what was happening. My baptism was chosen for the afternoon of May 20, 2012, during the eclipse/alignment. After that, things became worse. My sacral chakra began acting up, and I could no longer engage in any sort of sexual act without immense shame and guilt for almost a year after. I am a Taurus. I was born 3 days early. What you wrote is like looking in a mirror. I knew there was other females and I have been looking for them. It was the shame that caused the silence surrounding. There were others. They are all mostly gone now.  Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68940855 United States01/02/2016 04:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Seer, this is starting to freak me out a bit, because the more I read about your "timeline" of events, the more and more it seems to mirror mine. I've also had a complete loss of appetite for over 2 weeks now. Did anything particularly significant happen to you on May 20, 2012 by any chance? Quoting: Ava927 I'm still not really eating. I had breakfast yesterday and today. Egg tacos again. Yes. I think so. I remember that block of time well and as May 20 was my original birth 'due date', I always note that date, every year. What it was exactly I don't recall, but I do recall shortly after, everything changing again. You are female? What have you experienced? I'm sorry to hear that you are still having a hard time eating, I am as well. Ok, that being your original due date, is very interesting. Are you a Taurus? Yes, I'm female...Well, my full spiritual awakening began in late 2011, and my inundation with energy began shortly after, the early months of 2012. I also feel it as a incessant low frequency buzz, for the most part. I began going to a church at that time, partly out of confusion and fear, as to what was happening. My baptism was chosen for the afternoon of May 20, 2012, during the eclipse/alignment. After that, things became worse. My sacral chakra began acting up, and I could no longer engage in any sort of sexual act without immense shame and guilt for almost a year after. I am a Taurus. I was born 3 days early. What you wrote is like looking in a mirror. I knew there was other females and I have been looking for them. It was the shame that caused the silence surrounding. There were others. They are all mostly gone now. :intothemirrors: Wow, okay. How many others? And is this the "secrecy" you speak of? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 60000634 United States01/02/2016 04:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And I'll say it again, your insistence that these guys have gone to you like you're some kind of den mother is where your mark came from. I don't want to sound harsh, but me talking to three women on here doesn't seem as creepy as you claiming to have energetically entertained all these men, which is an illusion. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 60000634 It an attachment thing. I didn't know what was happening for the first 3 months of 2012. It nearly drove me batshit insane. What little control I could wrench back, I've held on to like a shield ever since. I've done the best I can. There was no guidebook and most I went to for help, would tell me all I was feeling was them and to stop being fearful. That is how it has gone all these years. Well you are now in a worse spot for it, but you don't seem to want to stop. You want to feel energy? I can give you good and bad on command, no questions asked. I could have done the same thing four years ago as now but I wasn't here. You got taken advantage of by whoever told you they were doing it, and for some insane reason you went along with them and consented to being an astral call girl. If it was real, they would have been like me instead you were claimed for your efforts and given the mark. I have been trying to help you since I first started talking to you, and you seem content to stay in your ways which have gotten you in trouble in the first place. They weren't lying to me. It was called 'dancing'. I realized shortly later there was a sinister aspect to it all and did my best to avoid the pitfalls thereafter. Such that I wouldn't go completely insane and destroy my life. Which through sheer will, I have manged to hold on to. :walktheline: Oh you're talking about "dancing"? I don't like dancing. Can I ask why I still see you doing it? It's one of the things that bothers me most about being here. |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 41078035 United States01/02/2016 05:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 60000634 United States01/02/2016 05:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Seer777 I'm still not really eating. I had breakfast yesterday and today. Egg tacos again. Yes. I think so. I remember that block of time well and as May 20 was my original birth 'due date', I always note that date, every year. What it was exactly I don't recall, but I do recall shortly after, everything changing again. You are female? What have you experienced? I'm sorry to hear that you are still having a hard time eating, I am as well. Ok, that being your original due date, is very interesting. Are you a Taurus? Yes, I'm female...Well, my full spiritual awakening began in late 2011, and my inundation with energy began shortly after, the early months of 2012. I also feel it as a incessant low frequency buzz, for the most part. I began going to a church at that time, partly out of confusion and fear, as to what was happening. My baptism was chosen for the afternoon of May 20, 2012, during the eclipse/alignment. After that, things became worse. My sacral chakra began acting up, and I could no longer engage in any sort of sexual act without immense shame and guilt for almost a year after. I am a Taurus. I was born 3 days early. What you wrote is like looking in a mirror. I knew there was other females and I have been looking for them. It was the shame that caused the silence surrounding. There were others. They are all mostly gone now. :intothemirrors: Wow, okay. How many others? And is this the "secrecy" you speak of? Many, many others. |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 41078035 United States01/02/2016 05:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Seer777 I'm still not really eating. I had breakfast yesterday and today. Egg tacos again. Yes. I think so. I remember that block of time well and as May 20 was my original birth 'due date', I always note that date, every year. What it was exactly I don't recall, but I do recall shortly after, everything changing again. You are female? What have you experienced? I'm sorry to hear that you are still having a hard time eating, I am as well. Ok, that being your original due date, is very interesting. Are you a Taurus? Yes, I'm female...Well, my full spiritual awakening began in late 2011, and my inundation with energy began shortly after, the early months of 2012. I also feel it as a incessant low frequency buzz, for the most part. I began going to a church at that time, partly out of confusion and fear, as to what was happening. My baptism was chosen for the afternoon of May 20, 2012, during the eclipse/alignment. After that, things became worse. My sacral chakra began acting up, and I could no longer engage in any sort of sexual act without immense shame and guilt for almost a year after. I am a Taurus. I was born 3 days early. What you wrote is like looking in a mirror. I knew there was other females and I have been looking for them. It was the shame that caused the silence surrounding. There were others. They are all mostly gone now. Wow, okay. How many others? And is this the "secrecy" you speak of? To my sense... Many. Yes. In a nutshell. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 60000634 United States01/02/2016 05:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Dancing" is part of a mating program in place. It's actually entirely sinister. There's only someone you're dancing with if you end up getting paired with an other. If that never happens, all your dancing ends up being with yourself. It's an illusion and a con job in a sense. You're only supposed to really dance with who ends up getting you, not all the partners in-between. You, seer, I believe we're claimed already anyway. You've just been hanging out here, flapping in the wind, so to speak, this whole time. And that's why the mark is what you got for it. Your dance partners have not enjoyed the benefits I enjoy with you doing what I do. I am doing the real thing, as though I was already paired with you. You got the mark instead of a mate for four years of it, but I am a viable substitute. If or when I go away, you should be claimed by your current partner, not otherwise thrown back to these sharks. You could still do what you're doing, but that would be between you and him. |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 41078035 United States01/02/2016 05:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Dancing" is part of a mating program in place. It's actually entirely sinister. There's only someone you're dancing with if you end up getting paired with an other. If that never happens, all your dancing ends up being with yourself. It's an illusion and a con job in a sense. You're only supposed to really dance with who ends up getting you, not all the partners in-between. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 60000634 You, seer, I believe we're claimed already anyway. You've just been hanging out here, flapping in the wind, so to speak, this whole time. And that's why the mark is what you got for it. Your dance partners have not enjoyed the benefits I enjoy with you doing what I do. I am doing the real thing, as though I was already paired with you. You got the mark instead of a mate for four years of it, but I am a viable substitute. If or when I go away, you should be claimed by your current partner, not otherwise thrown back to these sharks. You could still do what you're doing, but that would be between you and him. Yes. That sounds correct. That is how I discovered the sinister aspect of it for myself. But by then, it was too late. I attempted to cut off all...ties. But that didn't work. Dion said something recently about me being 'hunted by a poisoned mind'. I was also told that what was in a specific other, would never stop hunting me and would body jump, to get to me for however long. The terror I felt at times...well. I tried to help prevent others falling into similar traps. ... I've been thinking a lot about that dream I mentioned in the beginning of this thread. Lately. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 41078035 United States01/02/2016 05:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So for those of us who have experienced this, are you aware of the reason or purpose? Or why we were "chosen"? Or is that something that is not allowed to be discussed here... Quoting: Ava927 Maybe chosen because we were open to it? Or had the ability? IDK. I don't know the purpose. I would often tell myself, nothing that feels this good, could be bad... But I could also never convince myself of that. You know? It feels like love. It feels like...bliss. Kundalini? Shaktipat? What the hell was happening? I am still guessing. There is no hand book for this and as vocal as I have been about this, I 'get what I deserve' for talking about it at all. I KNOW this. I am driven to FIND the OTHERS... Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 60000634 United States01/02/2016 05:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So for those of us who have experienced this, are you aware of the reason or purpose? Or why we were "chosen"? Or is that something that is not allowed to be discussed here... Quoting: Ava927 Maybe chosen because we were open to it? Or had the ability? IDK. I don't know the purpose. I would often tell myself, nothing that feels this good, could be bad... But I could also never convince myself of that. You know? It feels like love. It feels like...bliss. Kundalini? Shaktipat? What the hell was happening? I am still guessing. There is no hand book for this and as vocal as I have been about this, I 'get what I deserve' for talking about it at all. I KNOW this. I am driven to FIND the OTHERS... Who are you looking for? There is no one to find. |
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