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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/01/2023 08:39 PM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thanks. I think so too. :) Quoting: Seer777 Both the Daphne and the purple shamrocks are just starting to bloom. This started out the day as a dent in the ground I looked at every time I came out there. Now it’s pretty. I hope it honors him. He was my best boy. I miss him. A lot. Love ‘em while you have ‘em. <3 https://imgur.com/q9vM2Lxmy Roo is getting old lemme see if I can get a pick https://imgur.com/a/ciSZ5bSbreath smells like death and he generally smells like day old piss but I love him..he is my homie lol, I have a shirt with him on it all cartoony looking I got it high af prolly Roman’s breath smelled terrible too. That is why we were having his teeth cleaned. I think it was just too much for him. Sweet boy there. Hopefully he’ll stay with you for some years still. :) My other project today. Freed up some pots and moved stuff around. Gonna be sore tomorrow. This started the day as yellow grass. Two dwarf canna and I can’t remember what the middle one is. Mt. Hood something. It was super rootbound from last year. https://imgur.com/GYn1pk1Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Huginn User ID: 85192168 United States06/01/2023 08:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | so no ganga this year? -I hope he stays with me as long as he can.. you will be sore lol but it will be worth it as you swing and admire your work Last Edited by Huginn on 06/01/2023 08:41 PM d00bious |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/01/2023 08:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | so no ganga this year? Quoting: Huginn -I hope he stays with me as long as he can.. you will be sore lol but it will be worth it as you swing and admire your work Maybe. But not in the ground. It is very high maintenance and it is easier to just buy the oil like 2 blocks away. I agree. Canna is a beautiful flower. Very tropical. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Skyracula 1122 User ID: 85538876 United States06/02/2023 03:57 AM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Do I contradict myself? Very well. I am vast, I contain multitudes." -Walt Whitman "This is the Scene of the Seen Unseen, The Unseen Seen, This is the Scene" "we dont want pokemon in the control room" - the NSA, on subject of skyracula [link to app.milanote.com (secure)] |
| Skyracula 1122 User ID: 85538876 United States06/02/2023 04:02 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Do I contradict myself? Very well. I am vast, I contain multitudes." -Walt Whitman "This is the Scene of the Seen Unseen, The Unseen Seen, This is the Scene" "we dont want pokemon in the control room" - the NSA, on subject of skyracula [link to app.milanote.com (secure)] |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 09:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Mornin. Feels right on the cusp of something here. Not sure what. Something.. neutral(?). Neutral. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 09:55 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thread: The Mind Hackers often call themselves "Watchers". (Page 275) Now Seer, I can confirm there is an entity that could be referred to as God. There is only one of these. It has no name but as humans, we need a reference point to reconcile love/hate, duality if you will. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 70853654 This being is everything yet it sits 1mm from our nose at all times, rarelt touching us, rarely being seen as anything except another label. Once it does touch a person, they stay touched but then they can lose that feeling as like I said, it sits just outside of reach at all times. I am not sure why we lost this connection and have to manually insert it in our lives, some things are forever a mystery to me too. Yet, its there, I have seen it, and I have died for it, more than once. The last time I came back for one person, I changed so much to make her see me and now she does, but I am a monster to her. Talk about fucking irony. Yes, death is dream too, I horrible nightmare that is hard to wake from, but possible. Just know, this plane, this dimension, it wears people soul and spirit down into nothing. The spirit of this planet is strong, the souls of each person are cheap. I have created at least four souls and traded them for more time with this person. I can built no more though, I have no more love left in the tank for her. Whoa. This is really powerful to me. The 'face to face' bit. One of the things that led me on this journey and accepting I had 'gifts' I wanted to ignore, was an experience I had after calling to a friend whose death I had dreamed of, the night before he died. When I called out to him in my head I said, Are you here, are you with me now? And I heard myself whisper vis-a-vis. I had no idea what it meant at the time and when I found out, it left me little wiggle room. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 10:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It gives the sensation of ‘being watched’. Which alters people behavior just like it did those photons. Quoting: Seer777 When people think they’re hidden and thus free from consequences of their personal crapulence..they show their ‘third face’ which according to the Japanese is truest representation of who you are. There should be more wide spread therapies for those who were traumatized by religion as well. https://imgur.com/DwiVeOFwas literally just watching something about this last night  It was also echoed in the CIA podcast short you posted and of Jung as well. Will AI algorithms be used in the future to judge your 3rd face? Seems likely to me.. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| OO User ID: 80394955 United States06/02/2023 10:13 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Mornin. Quoting: Seer777 Feels right on the cusp of something here. Not sure what. Something.. neutral(?). Neutral. [link to youtu.be (secure)] You usually have good sense, I trust your feels |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 10:36 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | To be honest...if I could forget, and not get the memories randomly resurfacing...I think I would probably choose to forget. I'm not sure. Quoting: Skyracula I have been practicing "thought stopping" - so when some things come up, I just talk over the memory until it sort of stops. It's not that effective though, because they tend to pester and intrude (during some times more than others) Part of the reason I was spending 12 hours a day occupying my active mind with a game and my passive mind with the audio of a podcast or youtube was literally to eliminate the space where thoughts could intrude at all. The topic was... and actually, it relates to my most recent thread: the current obsession gen Z has with being mentally ill r/fakedisordercringe has a lot of it (can't link that site? didn't know this) specifically, these disorders are really popular among them: ADHD, Autism, DID, BPD, and Tourette's. (on tiktok, I've also really deep dived this) supposedly 45% of gen Z has a diagnosed mental illness. That's a fuckload. It's half of their generation. However, I really don't think that 45% includes much of extremely rare disorders like DID/BPD which are even more rarely diagnosed in those under than 18... I think the going theory is that COVID really really fucked with the mental health of gen Z, but the absolute obsession with mental disorders is really curious. As a millennial, when we were in that age bracket, we had a phrase: "labels are for soup cans" It's really not that way anymore... (not to sound like a crotchety old person) And sociologically, I just was really fixated on trying to understand the appeal of claiming a mental illness diagnosis. You'll see on a lot of these tiktoks: "5 signs you have [xyz] disorder" , and it'll be utterly basic stuff, like "You bite your nails" "you have trouble sleeping" "you get super obsessed with the person you like" "you have a hard time being honest with others"... Like the modern day equivalent of pop horoscopes, but with mental illnesses. And they will brag to each other when they are diagnosed with something serious enough to require medication, or, they will get sad and upset when they fail to be diagnosed with - say, autism. Autism is the number one in popularity among Gen Z, at the moment. 9.4 billion views. I think it's a good thing that autism has been destigmatized, but it's become fetishized. Actually, among older adults too. I am not sure why this one really fixated me. Maybe it's my psychology background. Maybe it's just because its so very, very different than the people I encounter here or in communities like this. Seeing the other side of it, and reading hundreds of comments/watching hundreds of these tiktoks... I'm actually not that surprised that our intelligence services are worried about that app. unironically. One of the greatest lessons I’ve learned thus far, and was happy to hear it repeated by Bukowski, was never force it. If it is suppose to be written it will happen. By forcing it, you ruin it. Like trying to force open a bloom. You have to wait for it to do it on its own time. Patience in that regard is very helpful. I got to a point where even the mention of specific years, like 2014 for example would bring with it all the horrible memories of that year. Then I would consider following years and how much worse it got. Things are better now. Thankfully. I totally get what you’re saying about the sudden influx of mental health memes like these I started seeing all over Imgur during Covid.. I read the other day…. That Covid lockdowns and inundation by ADHD memes that were relatable..has increased Adderall prescriptions in the 22 to 44 age cohort. Quoting: Seer777 Memes like these.. https://imgur.com/Pm7WVLySharp Uptick in Adderall Prescribing for Adults Ages 22-44 Amid COVID-19 Pandemic [link to www.trillianthealth.com (secure)] These are everywhere on social media. I have never taken Adderall but I have definitely wondered if it might help. Not that I’d go to the doctor anyway..but I’ve thought about it at length.. https://imgur.com/VLzWVLzhttps://imgur.com/a/M8JcTnjMother of girl, 12, who stabbed her brother to death says ADHD medication she was on for 'five years straight' triggered 'manic episode' that caused her to attack [link to www.dailymail.co.uk (secure)] https://imgur.com/LmyRJCGDifficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Skyracula 1122 User ID: 85538876 United States06/02/2023 11:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Now Seer, I can confirm there is an entity that could be referred to as God. There is only one of these. It has no name but as humans, we need a reference point to reconcile love/hate, duality if you will. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 70853654 This being is everything yet it sits 1mm from our nose at all times, rarelt touching us, rarely being seen as anything except another label. Once it does touch a person, they stay touched but then they can lose that feeling as like I said, it sits just outside of reach at all times. I am not sure why we lost this connection and have to manually insert it in our lives, some things are forever a mystery to me too. Yet, its there, I have seen it, and I have died for it, more than once. The last time I came back for one person, I changed so much to make her see me and now she does, but I am a monster to her. Talk about fucking irony. Yes, death is dream too, I horrible nightmare that is hard to wake from, but possible. Just know, this plane, this dimension, it wears people soul and spirit down into nothing. The spirit of this planet is strong, the souls of each person are cheap. I have created at least four souls and traded them for more time with this person. I can built no more though, I have no more love left in the tank for her. Chris P wrote this right? "Do I contradict myself? Very well. I am vast, I contain multitudes." -Walt Whitman "This is the Scene of the Seen Unseen, The Unseen Seen, This is the Scene" "we dont want pokemon in the control room" - the NSA, on subject of skyracula [link to app.milanote.com (secure)] |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 11:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Now Seer, I can confirm there is an entity that could be referred to as God. There is only one of these. It has no name but as humans, we need a reference point to reconcile love/hate, duality if you will. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 70853654 This being is everything yet it sits 1mm from our nose at all times, rarelt touching us, rarely being seen as anything except another label. Once it does touch a person, they stay touched but then they can lose that feeling as like I said, it sits just outside of reach at all times. I am not sure why we lost this connection and have to manually insert it in our lives, some things are forever a mystery to me too. Yet, its there, I have seen it, and I have died for it, more than once. The last time I came back for one person, I changed so much to make her see me and now she does, but I am a monster to her. Talk about fucking irony. Yes, death is dream too, I horrible nightmare that is hard to wake from, but possible. Just know, this plane, this dimension, it wears people soul and spirit down into nothing. The spirit of this planet is strong, the souls of each person are cheap. I have created at least four souls and traded them for more time with this person. I can built no more though, I have no more love left in the tank for her. Chris P wrote this right? Yes. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Skyracula 1122 User ID: 85538876 United States06/02/2023 11:11 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I hope he's alright. "Do I contradict myself? Very well. I am vast, I contain multitudes." -Walt Whitman "This is the Scene of the Seen Unseen, The Unseen Seen, This is the Scene" "we dont want pokemon in the control room" - the NSA, on subject of skyracula [link to app.milanote.com (secure)] |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 84873016 United Kingdom06/02/2023 11:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have been loyal to u from day dot. I shared everything with u. U have seen all they have done but u stick with them knowing they screwed me over Don’t look good does it. |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 12:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I wouldn’t mind knowing for sure if the house fire was before or after this post. March 19. The energies in. March were wild and unrelenting. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 12:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 12:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Random thought.. Quoting: Seer777 Human dreaming could be equated to running billions of simulations every day(24hr cycle) where the flesh body stays safe while the dreaming body experiences the trauma. [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Skyracula 1122 User ID: 85538876 United States06/02/2023 01:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Is that what it was all along. Gather as much out of me. Coz I find it strange how u butter him up, telling me ur not taking sides but continue whatever with him and ignore me all together. Now ur avoiding me confronting this out. Quoting: Ayaya I have been loyal to u from day dot. I shared everything with u. U have seen all they have done but u stick with them knowing they screwed me over Don’t look good does it. Seer has been my friend for like 10 years. I don't know why you're threatened by me being here. Why do you think I'm excluding you? This is where I post. Does it just offend you that I talk to Ty? I talk to you too. I don't understand. Yes, these people are my friends, as you are, so I'm not just going to stop posting here. I don't interact with the ACs who troll. How am I ignoring you? I don't have anything in disc from you. Last Edited by Skyracula on 06/02/2023 01:23 PM "Do I contradict myself? Very well. I am vast, I contain multitudes." -Walt Whitman "This is the Scene of the Seen Unseen, The Unseen Seen, This is the Scene" "we dont want pokemon in the control room" - the NSA, on subject of skyracula [link to app.milanote.com (secure)] |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 01:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Is that what it was all along. Gather as much out of me. Coz I find it strange how u butter him up, telling me ur not taking sides but continue whatever with him and ignore me all together. Now ur avoiding me confronting this out. Quoting: Ayaya I have been loyal to u from day dot. I shared everything with u. U have seen all they have done but u stick with them knowing they screwed me over Don’t look good does it. Seer has been my friend for like 10 years. I don't know why you're threatened by me being here. Why do you think I'm excluding you? This is where I post. Does it just offend you that I talk to Ty? I talk to you too. I don't understand. Yes, these people are my friends, as you are, so I'm not just going to stop posting here. I don't interact with the ACs who troll. That post from Chris was from 2015. My point is bumping it was the ‘face to face’ bit. I almost contacted my friend on MySpace in 2008? to tell him my dream the night before, but I didn’t. My ‘dream’ was near identical to this vid minus the labor part and soft landing. Of which I watched for the first time yesterday. We were intimate together in college which I have wondered if played into it. 2008 was years later and I hadn’t spoken to him. The next day he died by flipping his vehicle over just like I had dreamed. Me and my dreams have a long, difficult history. It was him I was asking..whether it was him that answered..I’ll never really know for sure.. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 534086 United States06/02/2023 01:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thread: The Mind Hackers often call themselves "Watchers". (Page 275) Whoa. This is really powerful to me. The 'face to face' bit. One of the things that led me on this journey and accepting I had 'gifts' I wanted to ignore, was an experience I had after calling to a friend whose death I had dreamed of, the night before he died. Quoting: Seer777 When I called out to him in my head I said, Are you here, are you with me now? And I heard myself whisper vis-a-vis. I had no idea what it meant at the time and when I found out, it left me little wiggle room. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 84266749 United Kingdom06/02/2023 02:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Is that what it was all along. Gather as much out of me. Coz I find it strange how u butter him up, telling me ur not taking sides but continue whatever with him and ignore me all together. Now ur avoiding me confronting this out. Quoting: Ayaya I have been loyal to u from day dot. I shared everything with u. U have seen all they have done but u stick with them knowing they screwed me over Don’t look good does it. Seer has been my friend for like 10 years. I don't know why you're threatened by me being here. Why do you think I'm excluding you? This is where I post. Does it just offend you that I talk to Ty? I talk to you too. I don't understand. Yes, these people are my friends, as you are, so I'm not just going to stop posting here. I don't interact with the ACs who troll. How am I ignoring you? I don't have anything in disc from you. Coz the silence by any chance? And the lack of not caring what he has done. Look u keep shifting this to oh can I just talk to do and so and what ever. Point is: u know what these ppl did like Ty etc. yet I totally avoiding me altogether. Also energy ain’t right. U have sat back and aloud him to lie point blank and then say it’s both of us wen Iv done absolutely nothing wrong. Iv been done over by him and he’s still at it, yet no correcting the lies or nout. So no it looks sus. Don’t be trying to make out I’m moaning about I talking we’re ever coz that is not my issue. U know what the issue is |
